Kalais - Not Today
It hurts here
In my mind
Can't see it
Can't feel it
So no one thinks it's real
Don't recognize myself
Fading away
Always overwhelmed
With worry and doubt
Listen
Pay attention
I'm drowning in my emotions
I can't help you understand
But if you wonder why I haven't been outside
If you ever question the pain behind my smile
And ask if I'm alright
I'll say I'm doing fine
I'm sure I'll be okay
Just not today
It hurts here
In my head
While you're planning your whole life
I'm dreaming of death
Suppressed by my own thoughts
Self sabotage
Locked up in my own cage
But this is where I feel safe
Listen
Pay attention
I'm drowning in my emotions
I can't help you understand
But if you wonder why I haven't been outside
If you ever question the pain behind my smile
And ask if I'm alright
I'll say I'm dong fine
I'm sure I'll be okay
Just not today
Not today
Not today
I'm not okay
I'm not okay
I'll be okay
Just not to...
But if you wonder why I haven't been outside
If you ever question the pain behind my smile
And ask if I'm alright
I'll say I'm doing fine
I'm sure I'll be okay
Just not today
Not today
Written by:
Kala Sarlow
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