Kalais - Not Today

It hurts here
In my mind
Can't see it
Can't feel it
So no one thinks it's real

Don't recognize myself
Fading away
Always overwhelmed
With worry and doubt

Listen
Pay attention
I'm drowning in my emotions
I can't help you understand

But if you wonder why I haven't been outside
If you ever question the pain behind my smile
And ask if I'm alright
I'll say I'm doing fine
I'm sure I'll be okay
Just not today

It hurts here
In my head
While you're planning your whole life
I'm dreaming of death

Suppressed by my own thoughts
Self sabotage
Locked up in my own cage
But this is where I feel safe

Listen
Pay attention
I'm drowning in my emotions
I can't help you understand

But if you wonder why I haven't been outside
If you ever question the pain behind my smile
And ask if I'm alright
I'll say I'm dong fine
I'm sure I'll be okay
Just not today

Not today
Not today
I'm not okay
I'm not okay
I'll be okay
Just not to...

But if you wonder why I haven't been outside
If you ever question the pain behind my smile
And ask if I'm alright
I'll say I'm doing fine
I'm sure I'll be okay
Just not today

Not today

Written by:
Kala Sarlow

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