Elisione - 02 PIPEDREAMS

Everything I thought I ever wanted that's a pipedream
Put all of my time and all my heart into these rhyme schemes
Got all these ambitions but they're always stuck inside me
Only when I finish what I've started I can find peace
Everything I thought that I'd become that's a pipedream
Gotta come to terms with where I'm from so I can find me
Always worry bout what I aint done, I'm only 19
All I really want is just for everyone to like me

I used to wanna fly
Now I'm having thoughts of cutting off my friends and suicide
Now I'm hitting bongs and taking shots I'm asking who am I
Act like nothings wrong but in my songs the only time i cry
Stuck inside my head with all these visions of a crowd and lights
Hoping that I'll realize my mission on the other side
Cuz I become a mess when situations turn out do or die
And now I'm second guessing why the fuck i even thought to try
Look at all my idols, only 5 years older
See what I've done and it can't rival, why can't time move slower
I wish this album would go viral, likes ain't hitting my quota
I wanna pioneer this style but these rhymes aren't flowing just how i want
So I write again until I find some lines I think are hot
Give it time I go rewrite but everything still soundin off
So I try again and lie again the cycle never stops
Until I die again my mind is always haunted by these thoughts

Everything I thought I ever wanted that's a pipedream
Put all of my time and all my heart into these rhyme schemes
Got all these ambitions but they're always stuck inside me
Only when I finish what I've started I can find peace
Everytime I wanna take farther that's a pipedream
Wanna write my name into the stars so they can find me
Hoping I can make it to your heart, I still got time, please
All I really want is just for everyone to like me

Written by:
Jordan Cathcart

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