Elisione - M.T.U.M.E. (my thoughts undermine my energy)

Its hard to feel right when we gotta talk through this divide
Memories still flying round my mind of all those youthful times
Now we run and hide from all the shit we find up in our minds
Enough to make you think of suicide, me oh me oh my
But I ain't try it cuz I'm scared to say goodbye
Every time, I start thinking bout the lives I'd leave behind
My momma's smile, know my poppa's pride, enough to make you cry
Hard as I try, all these happy feelings eventually subside cuz
I'm just so tired being tired all the time
Always try to find the light, I think they lied about the brighter side
Shit ain't right, my idols falling out the sky
No I'm not doing fine, RIP to Sophie hope she flying high
I've realized my life is probably at its prime
So what's the point of being alive if the rest is a decline
I've got like 29 years to find out why before i die
But what's a year when every day feels like a month inside my mind

And I guess I'm on my own
I'm like that girl with Travis and thug, can't pick up the phone
And now I'm standing on the corner feeling lost and alone
Put on a smile like before just like I'm Slauson Malone
And I'm still coping with my past, the craters left in my home
And all the people I pushed back and all those plans I postponed
When I look back say "I ain't know them" look at how much I've grown
And I still got a ways to go but all my progress is shown, yeah
But I can't do this alone
I overflow with my emotions when there's nowhere to go
I'm moving slow, every time I do this shit on my own
I'm stuck in limbo cuz I always seem to reach a new low
Ain't got my mind right line right don't leave me alone
I gotta find time to shine bright before there's no more
Shit got me blindsided hindsight be moving to slow
I need my mind right you by my side don't leave me alone

Written by:
Jordan Cathcart

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