Ericc Antonio - P.T.S.D.

Them demons coming after me
Got me falling down to my knees
Scarred tryna make em leave
Another day so I can breath
Coming after me
Got me scarred running in my sleep
Always there in back of me
Dreams or reality

Coming after me
Got me falling down to my knees
Scarred tryna make em leave
Another day so I can breath
Coming after me
Got me scarred running in my sleep
Always there in back of me
Dreams or reality

Look where I been look where I've gone
I feel the pain when I'm there all alone
I'm at the window I'm holding the chrome
Paranoid from hearing the phone
Yeah yeah in a zone
Don't know if I'm right or wrong
Mama saying come back home
Not the same since I been gone
The ones that hate they weapons are drawn
The ones with love you rest in their arms
Rest in their arms that's when you calm
That's when them demons they leave you alone
Tryna get thru it to weather the storm
Not realizing a gun in your palm
Before you know it police on your lawn
All of this trauma can set off alarms
There no where for you to run
Put your hand up drop your gun
Look around it's lots of them
It's lots of them and none are friends
Choices not so optional
Starring through these opticals
There's so many obstacles
PTSD's possible

Them demons coming after me
Got me falling down to my knees
Scarred tryna make em leave
Another day so I can breath
Coming after me
Got me scarred running in my sleep
Always there in back of me
Dreams or reality

Coming after me
Got me falling down to my knees
Scarred tryna make em leave
Another day so I can breath
Coming after me
Got me scarred running in my sleep
Always there in back of me
Dreams or reality

PTSD
Its blood on these streets
It's Blood on my feet
Those Bullets miss me
Can doctors fix me
My brain is mince meat
I'm scarred to go to sleep
Cuz them demons after me

Call the emergency
What's real or fake is the urgency
What they do to me
Went over to fight fa my country
This shit is not comfy
Just pills and a comfort
I'm sleep or unconscious
I'm dying I'm punching
But not hitting nothing
Them doctors they fronting
Ain't telling me nothing

Dem demons keep comin
I'm bout to hurt something
My girl is afraid with 1 in her stomach
She leaving the house to go live with her cousin
Just me in da bed alone with the covers
When demons is coming it's no one to cuddle
The pain is subtle
It's more like a bubble
It pops when you touch it
The glock on my stomach
I'm ready to clutch it
They comin I'm bussin

I'm waking up screaming
Sweating from dreaming
I can not sleep but you know the reason
Sipping I'm leaning It got me feening
Running and running keep Running from demons
Is it my fault what are the reasons
Callin my girl begging and pleading
Every evening focus on breathing
Gun in my palm fuck it I'm leaving

Written by:
Eric Dunn

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