Adam For Now & Troy No - Abyss

I sit down with all the pain I'm carrying
My burden's so alive he's begging me don't bury him
I've waded all my life through river Styx
I'm diving in the depth of misery – it's an abyss I'm staring in
I stare in the abyss
Till abyss gave me parenting
Apparently the emptiness in me aquarium
The diver of the deep seas seen what I'm swimming in
The darkness is a fertile field for the elements
No mud, no lotus
The deepest and the darkest of the earth spring poets
The poet in the spring smells the mud like it's ocean
The suffering I've felt is like a variegated blossom
The pain so awesome
Striking me I'm awestruck
I'm also dumbfounded by the tragedies and losses
In a moment's clarity I find myself as open
The exit wounds let the light out
This is Adam For Now
Even on a mundane level
If you have this kind of sadness that is a byproduct of seeing the truth
I think you have become a sensitive human being
This is Adam For Now
A momentary being
I been holding it down
There's more than what you seeing my seed still in the ground
A crematorium where ash white lilies will sprout
There's no rose bush that I'll be beating around
I give it to you straight thigh bone trumpet the sound
I'm grateful for the pain I prays breaking me down
My ego was a concrete cage keeping you out
But I'm changed
Welcome you now
My pain making me proud
I made something out my rage
Forge in flame
From a thin rock in the ground
Put that camera down
Are you free time?
Come find it out for yourself

Written by:
Adam Khalif

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