NotMyWill - Distraction

Dreaming of you but I don't know if I want to
Look up to the sky
God what do I do
Can you hear me can I ask you
If it's a call to action
Then should I try
If it's just an entrapment
Then should I fight
I know I don't lack passion
I tend to idolize so
If it's a distraction
It's something that I don't like

At times the things that I hold dearly
Keep me from seeing clearly
This pace I've set is searing
And it's hard to keep from veering
Attacks they leave me fearing
No one wants to come near me
It's hard to write this I just hope I
Help someone who hears me
There's times I've said let's go
Times my goals were so simple
Times I looked enemies in the eye
With a sword in my hand and I said no
But tonight I've got no go
Tonight I need a miracle
Tonight I feel I'm losing hope
I know I'm emotional it's cause I'm
I'm not sure if your a
Problem
If your a trap then I don't want to
Fall in
Twelve AM and dreams that might have you are
Calling
If they do I hardly sleep it happens
Often I got my
Eyes on the prize but settling might be nice I got
Big big dreams but are they to heavy and to the
Heights I strive but what I want tonight is to
Take a seat I need time to think

Dreaming of you but I don't know if I want to
Look up to the sky
God what do I do
Can you hear me can I ask you
If it's a call to action
Then should I try
If it's just an entrapment
Then should I fight
I know I don't lack passion
I tend to idolize so
If it's a distraction
It's something that I don't like

If these feelings lasted
Would it be my demise
No matter my own status
Won't be there when I die
Will I ever pass this
Or will I always fight
If I am distracted
Would you turn my eyes
My eyes
But if its not could you turn my eyes from this distracting door
I've met face to face with these things that I've seen before
Cause deep down in my ego fear of rejections at the core
But it shouldn't matter while i'm
Praying to God
Putting blame on my shoulders
Things I cannot sit with for long
Try peeling out of this feeling
I'm feeling this isn't worth dealing
Ideally it won't be something easy
I'm queasy at the thought of things
Flee then I see if I feel myself freeing
Freezing up
Don't think it's worth the talk
But I can't tell if its part of my walk
Maybe i'm just lonely
If so is that insulting
To the father whom I give my life fully
Feels like i'm flowing
Against the stream of my own knowing
Why is this what my life keeps resulting to
Is this just my story

Dreaming of you but I don't know if I want to
Look up to the sky
God what do I do
Can you hear me can I ask you
If it's a call to action
Then should I try
If it's just an entrapment
Then should I fight
I know I don't lack passion
I tend to idolize so
If it's a distraction
It's something that I don't like

If it's a call to action
Then should I try
If it's just an entrapment
Then should I fight
I know I don't lack passion
I tend to idolize so
If it's a distraction
I will turn my eyes my eyes my eyes
My eyes my eyes
I will turn my eyes my eyes my eyes
My eyes my eyes

Written by:
Brandon DeWitt, Ethan DeWitt

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