Kinta - From Who I Am Now

Ok
Niggas say I'm rapping like I'm losing my mind (Yeah)
Little do they know that I do this all the time
There's a piece of my heart every time I fucking rhyme
So please don't start I'm tryna make a billion dimes
And I'll drop a hundred bars on your head right now (Ok)
I'm like the stars the way I shine so you better take a bow (Bitch)
Fuckboys flexing always claiming cash cow
Till we take your shit, you're a dead steak now
And people still asking why I get so mad (Why?)
But still won't give a fuck if I'm ever down bad
And it sucks sitting here being so sad
Cause I'll never get the happiness that I once had
Looking back on it what the fuck have I done?
All these mistakes no wonder I've never won
I guess it was meant to be so I have to move away (Yeah)
Getting out the past to try and see a better day
But it doesn't get better all I do is get livid
Here you go guys, here's your motherfucking snippet
When this actually drops will one of you even click it? (Will you?)
Asking for a preview, but will you even listen?
That fake shit is see through, there's not even a glisten (There's not)
And no one wants to be you, if you think that then your trippin'
And I have no friends so please don't let me catch y'all slippin' (Don't do it)
We will never make amends when I leave your fit drippin'
But fuck that
All these people fucked up
Big ego with no bucks to still get bucked up (Bang bitch!)
You didn't hear PT don't even tell me what's up (Don't do it)
If you come near me I'll slap the drink out your cup
Oh I do all this shit in my room by the way
I don't go to a studio haha
Niggas say I'm rapping like I'm losing my mind
But don't know I've been fucked up since I was nine
Or since I was six, or maybe even four
But if the truth is going to rain I might as well make it pour
And it's "Long Live Laraine" I can't stress that anymore
"Hey, how you feeling Ken?"
Bad, cause I'm pretty torn (Bitch)
From the past that a lot of people just don't understand (They don't)
About to blast off explaining why I'm such a bad man
I said I used to want to kill myself in other lines (Yeah)
Truth is I've been close real close like three times
And all three times I failed or I would just digress
The third time I was close there was no charm I guess
The first two times, nobody was even there
Cause the first two times I knew no one would care
I was always by myself so why would anyone believe it
And no one gives a fuck when you really wanna die
But when you're gonna die they want you to be alive
And I never understood how the people couldn't see it
Cause I always gave a piece of me and got nothing in return
That's why they won't get shit from me when I'm ashes in an urn
And I'm not passive, let it burn
I won't show passion when I turn
And watch you blow up in the flames bitch I hope it helped you learn
To not fuck with me bitch, you better steer clear
But nobody ever listens until I bring them into tears
It's my 20th birthday but I didn't think I'd get here
Still dropping bars because they're all top tier (They are)
And I have to keep warning y'all to not come near
Cause I'll throw Ls forever, make you all have fear

Written by:
Kenneth Miller, Kevin Winneroth

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