Lil Brew - Trauma

Remember times when I was clear in my vision
I looked over the clouds but you couldn't make a decision
I wish I never knew you I wish that we was different
I wish I would've left for you broke me in all my pieces
I count back all the times that you took me for granted
To be honest girl I still, I still don't understand it
I hate you
I moved on
I loved you, but that is gone
The only thing that you left me is this trauma I be on
Man I can't, can't keep singing a lie that I am fine
While my friends, yeah they keep drinking
They drinking pouring the wine
I can't help but be afraid
Cause of this fear that you gave
You drank and next I know another man is in ur face
And I can't it no more
Yeah I can't it no more
I been watching all of us drown
In our sorrows it's like before
When I grabbed that bottle
And chugged
When I only a hug
And I'm falling to pieces bleeding
I'm pleading begging for love

Remember times when we would go to the courts
I would lie and tell you I'd beat you
But we knew I wouldn't score and
I wish we we could replay those
I wish that things were different
I wish you would've let me in before you broke in to pieces
I count back, all the times
The times that I took for granted
To be honest man I still, I still don't understand it
I love you, now your gone
I wish I knew what went wrong
I promise bro through us that your memory will live on
I just can't, can't keep living a lie that I am fine
While our friends, yeah they be hurting
And contemplating suicide
I can't help but be afraid
They need themselves to be saved
We all praying your okay and your watching over us man
But I can't take it no more
Yeah I can't it no more
Nothing has been the same since you decided to leave our world
When I got off the phone and cried
We all thought that it was a lie
But it's fine, cause now I know your watching over us in the sky
I love you

Written by:
Austin Rosenberg

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