H-Nine - C'est La Vie

Yeah yeah yeah
I never thought I'd be in this position
I always just sat and listened
Bump my mac and mind my business
I was friendly but I didn't want the spotlight
Now I'm rapping all night
Putting my shit online
For everyone to hear
My insecurities and fears
It makes me wanna shed a tear
Never thought that I'd get here
Yeah yeah
Yeah and even if no one listens
End of the day I can still say that I did it
I'll never quit it yeah
I can't see straight
I'm sipping on my daiquiri
I won't leave space
I hope that she ain't mad at me
If I'm too much
Then imma just say c'est la vie
If I'm too drunk then baby won't you dance with me
Now she's saying it's her first time and she's going in blind
So I tell her don't be nervous just sit back and unwind
Soon she's wondering where her shirt is
And she's asking the time
Say I don't know but I do know that you really are fine
That's when she starts telling me that I've been crossing her mind
It was history from there couldn't stop even if I tried so
I kept my eyes closed
And let the ride go
Time slowed
I'm sure
If there's one thing I know
We don't got no time to waste
We're young and we don't have pace
Things either float or they sink
Thoughts skate around like a rink
And cracks they always start to show
When I feel weak you always know
You calm me when I lose control
I can feel it in my soul
When my love for you it grows
I'll care for it like a flower
Water it light I won't devour
Make sure it's strong and never cowers
No
I can't see straight
I'm sipping on my daiquiri
I won't leave space
I hope that she ain't mad at me
If I'm too much
Then imma just say c'est la vie
If I'm too drunk
Then baby won't you dance with me
I'm
I'm too high
I lose my mind
Go fuck around
Get crucified
Bounce on the beat
I lose my mind
Edge of your seat
So hard to find
Flurries swirling
Through my mind
Visions blurring
Think I'm blind
Cuz I can't see in any fucking direction
Don't think I know where i'm headed
I always strive for perfection
But never get any credit
I'm searching for affirmation
So high I'm in constellations
When sober I hit the pavement
I struggle but I don't say shit
Feeling like I regret it
Wishing I never said it
When I said it i meant it
That's what gets me defensive
Yeah
But I'm not too expressive
Yeah

Written by:
Hannah Klein

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