RUDRAK5H - Sad Reality

Living all alone I'm feeling left out
Gotta choose a route, I can't wait around
Everything I did but Nothing's gonna count
Nothing gonna change until I made it out

Burnt all the letters, that my ex gave me
Changing my visions, you can never change me
Better off alone, this is how I should be
I'm feeling so fresh, I might buy a Mercedes
When I was in a hole, none came to save me
Now I'm down on liquor, I'm feeling so brazy
Took a lot of shit, but its time to repay me
Writing these verses, waking up till morning
Doing what I can, but I'm not what I should be
Cutting out my friends, cutting out my family
Living to the ends, now I'm doing more charity
Living with my Mumma, realest thing was beside me
I was running for one, who filled me with anxiety
Never saw the realest thing, the real love was beside me
Now I'm left alone cuz my ex wants to hide me
Getting in my space, killing all my priorities

You changed so fast, now I'm seeing my priority
You was never in my league, now don't even try to be
Seen your faces, you was talkin' about my loyalty
Drippin' in dirt, you was talkin' about my purity
Wishing all luck, never dissing my enemy
When I was in a clique, never try to stop me
When I mosh in a pit, I rage like I want to be
Going thru shit, you see me like nobody
Hustle like a bitch, you always want a side of me
Spending on my luxury, you always wanted a bite of me
Seeing everything but none of it can stop me
Blowing my candles since no one was around me
This is how life goes facing the reality
When I was in a hole, depressed and filled with anxiety
No one's gonna save you face the reality
This is how life goes, facing the reality
This is how life goes, facing the reality
Burning inside, but facing the reality

Workin' on my pride
Workin' on my side
Workin' on my rise, Workin' on my price
Workin' on my pride
Workin' on my side
Workin' on my rise, Workin' on my price
Working on my life now, Working on my wife now
Working on my strike now, Working for my child now
I'm living in hell now, Going thru a breakdown
Skipping the enjoy now, There's nothing that can stop me now
I was tired of the run-down
But I can do a couple more rounds now(Yeah)
I was tired of the run-down
But I can do a couple more rounds now(Yeah)

Turning down my feelings just so I can get over you
Betting on myself that I'll get over you
Everything I did, there's nothing that can bother you
It's nothing less than hell what I'm going thru
I be acting way too hard than I really be
This is what you mean when you said would you die for me
I woulda gave you my world if you ask to me
I woulda gave you my world if you ask to me

But you changed so fast, now I'm seeing my priority
You was never in my league, now don't even try to be
Seeing your faces, you was talkin' about loyalty
Drippin' in dirt, you was talkin' about my purity
Wishing all luck, never dissing my enemy
When I was in a clique, never try to stop me
When I mosh in a pit, I rage like I want to be
Going thru shit, you see me like nobody
Hustle like a bitch, you always want a side of me
Spending on my luxury, you always wanted a bite of me
Seeing everything but none of it can stop me
Blowing my candles since no one was around me
This is how life goes, facing the reality
When I was in a hole, depressed and filled with anxiety
No one's gonna save you, face the reality
This is how life goes, facing the reality

Written by:
Rudraksh Jaiswal

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