H-Nine - Passing By

I've been slacking on my rapping
Cuz anxiety's been hacking at my mental
Shake so much I can't lift up the pencil
Passing out and waking up in hell though
I can't remember why
Happens all the time
I feel like I'm blind
To myself
To my problems and my health
Tryna find my inner peace
But It's really hard to seek
When I can't eat or sleep
And I know I'm not weak
But these thoughts just repeat
I'm tryna slow them down
But they always seem to show up when no ones around
And I'm hoping I don't blow up at a little sound
Of a pin drop
And I swear to god I'll tell you when this shit stops
Yeah
For now I'm just held by scotch tape
Put a few layers and I hope it don't break
Pack another bowl let me smoke for fucks sake
I need a smoke break
I lost my mind
Up in the clouds
Never find it now
Never coming down
I left my thoughts
Up in the sky
Now I just watch
Time passing by
Ripping the bong think I should stop some
Time but I ain't gonna stop none
I just keep ripping the shit
I keep packing the bowl
I keep lighting it up
I keep smoking it all cuz
PTSD
Got me needing weed
And feeling empty
Can't succeed
So no don't tell me
Like the shell of who I used to be
Obsessed with all the scrutiny
And all this shit so new to me
So I'll just sit there blank
And watch the people round me question
Why my words are sounding fake
I don't got no answers mentioned
I'm off in a new dimension
I lost my mind
Up in the clouds
Never find it now
Never coming down
I left my thoughts
Up in the sky
Now I just watch
Time passing by

Written by:
Hannah Klein

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