Christian 21 - Cooperate

My dad is sitting next to me
He's asking me questions
Are you okay
I'm sitting there Contemplating
I'm thinking there's not much for me to say
I'm stumbling in my words
I think I should just go out today and go play
I'm lying on my back, I'm high as hell
But I'm still awake
I'm off a couple of beans
(What else)
Maybe a cup of lean
(What else)
Beat up the sprite like a fiend
(What else)
I think I made my insides bleed
(What else)
I bought my mom somethings
Not just one thing, a couple of things
I plead the 5th
Then I go and get me a double G
Then hit the Louis V, maybe in that order... just a couple of things
I hope one that you will all go fuckin see
Maybe this life is not for me
I hope that one day I'll will figure out
Who I'm meant to be
I came in the back of the car like a Russian
I think I'm hanging with narks or something
I'm taking these pills and now my stomach's bubbling
The pain is going to get to bussin
I grab your girl and go and get to fucking
She sees me in pain, she ask what's wrong
I tell her girl don't worry it's nothing
I know one day if I keep going with these same habits
I won't be here long, it's a bad habit
Put a pill in my hand and I think I need it
Take it down with a pint of lean
I think I ended it
I'm sorry mom and dad if you ever ever hear this
I'm battling with this pain and it's a lost bout and I'm losing it
Just go and push far and I know you might just win
That's what my dad told me when I went and talked to him
I'm signing up for rehab to fix all my sins
I need to cooperate and one day I might be able to fix this
I need to trust in the process
I know X once said this
Juice once said be better than me so I know I won't just exist

Written by:
Christian Pettigrew

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