Confusion Field - Anxiety Reflected

Sweating the bitter afternoons in exhausting solitude
Empty bottles gather dust deep under the shelf
How mindless avant-garde this existence has become
Proposing toasts to monologues, unable to move on
Frustration leads to anger, leads to emptiness and fear
It's written in the corners of my black and white soul
How come it's always been so difficult to see
Halfway across the lake of sorrow also known as life
Anxiety reflected
Where am I going with this black dog by my side
Down in deepest waters
What's the meaning of it all
These dark and twisted roots remain grounded to the pain
A fertile soil of overwhelming insecurity
I've seen people live their lives the way it should be done
But the colours they are using are too bright
Different shapes
Same sun
Different shadows
Same sun
Anxiety reflected
Where am I going with this black dog by my side
Down in deepest waters
What's the meaning of it all
Bockhill streets whispered in a morning mist
Buildings and their shadows came alive
I held my breath when I arrived to the waterfront
For the last fading moments of 42
Back to the place where it began all those years ago
Maybe one day these shores will see the end
Right now I must rise above that history
Forget the future, remember the here and now
Anxiety reflected, where am I going
Anxiety reflected, what's the meaning
Anxiety reflected
Anxiety reflected
Anxiety reflected
Anxiety reflected

Written by:
Tomi Kankainen

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