BOAMM - many thoughts in which i die

Who'll count the flowers on my grave?
Who'll tell the world I deserved more?
I deserved more
Who'll tell the world of all I said
Who'll make it known that I've loved before
That i've loved before
If a gunman asked for a hostage on the train
I'd be the first to sign my life away
Cuz who am I to survive
When I'm unsure of what it means to be alive
If a plane was falling I'd take the impact
For anyone who was reaching for something to grab
Cuz living past a crash landing
Is something you will never be forgetting
With so many thoughts in which I would die
I don't remember when I feared for my life
With only the memory of being scared
I don't think I'll make it when life gets unfair
If a fire were to start on my apartment floor
I don't think I'd run for the exit door
I'd think about what it'd feel like to burn
I'd think in my head if surviving could be worse
If I were to fall asleep at the park
And a thief with a knife went a little too far
I'd hope my family wouldn't be too mad
That I didn't care enough to fight back
With so many thoughts in which I would die
I don't remember when I feared for my life
With only the memory of being scared
I don't think I'll make it when life gets unfair
I'd never do anything to make anyone hurt
But I wouldn't do anything to save myself first
I can have my blood soaking deep into my shirt
And I'd answer a call asking if I could come to work
I'd apologize saying "hey life took a turn"
Then i'd crack a joke, explaining it's a lesson learned
I don't think that i would make it on time
Don't even know if i'd call it a crime
With so many thoughts in which I would die
I don't remember when I feared for my life
With only the memory of being scared
I don't think I'll make it when life gets unfair
Siblings count flowers on my grave
My mother will say I deserved more
I deserved more
My father will tell the world of all I said
My lover will let it be known that I've loved before
I've loved before
I've loved before

Written by:
Bryan Aldana

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