Jonas NDS - Free (Dettachment)

Now a days i feel blessed to be free
Used to be a struggle just to let go
I was holding on to stress i didn't need
It is what it is I had to let myself grow
Now a days i feel blessed to be free
Used to be a struggle just to let go
I was holding on to stress i didn't need
It is what it is I had to let myself grow
My main struggle was to master dettachment
My unrealistic thinking came and manifested this magic
This ambition could have stolen every blessing i have and
I didn't know how to handle it cos it moves like a bandit
I know it now i struggled till i learnt the difference
Between burning out and sparking change with my persistence
I was tryna run away from now the present gift
And all that ever did for me strain and tear up my achilles
My insecurities would blind me while my qualities refined me
But the truth is that my words were never heard so i was miming
My mind was playing tricks on me my ego was enticing
So i had to take the hits they knocked me down like mike tyson
I rose again i had to rise i had the fight
Now I eat these tracks and they increase my appetite
I'm greater than my mentors they never really had advice
Chilling by myself i leave the socials to the average guys
Now a days i feel blessed to be free
Used to be a struggle just to let go
I was holding on to stress i didn't need
It is what it is I had to let myself grow
Now a days i feel blessed to be free
Used to be a struggle just to let go
I was holding on to stress i didn't need
It is what it is i had to let myself grow
I'm really doing it who knew some people thought i was futile
I just keep going up i call it business as usual
Whether it's twitter or music you niggas can't be my mutuals
I beat the beat and what's left is enough to seriously bruise you
I don't believe the excuses you make to quit shit
I turnt myself around without ever taking assitance
I taught myself it's cool if i make mistakes and re-visit
The drawing board the marathon's tough and it takes persistance
They didn't let me in remember kicking in the door
Fried chicken days remember filling in for four
Making shit work is never new to me it's still a force
Of good and makes me well prepared cos i know what i'm building for
Slow building making sure it burns slow
Like the leaf i'm rolling up while i enjoy some merlot
But the work never stops my energy is cut throat
I can finally see the purpose in the life i work for
Now a days i feel blessed to be free
Used to be a struggle just to let go
I was holding on to stress i didn't need
It is what it is I had to let myself grow
Now a days i feel blessed to be free
Used to be a struggle just to let go
I was holding on to stress i didn't need
It is what it is I had to let myself grow

Written by:
Jonas Da Costa

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