CIV - Anti

Wait a minute let me get a little closer
No angel just a devil on my shoulder
Hissing in my ears listing all my fears
I been listening for years
Cant even shed a tear no more
Detached from myself
World move in slow mo
Like a pro playing limbo
Im moving so low
Make a foe disappear like presto
And I aint even pressed tho
Bank account looking like pesto
Full of green ah ha what a dream
A lot of n****s die
Just to live above their means
I aint ever seen a broke n***a happy
Heard a lot of rich n****s say
That its not how it seems
If that's the case then
Donate all ya paper
Get a 9 to 5 take a job as a waiter
But you love the burbs
Cuzz that shit much safer
Instead of dropping down
To the ground
From the bullets that was aimed
At ya neighbor
Money is a savior
Look at all the places it can take ya
But damn it could break ya
Look at all these n****s
How ugly it could make ya
The price that we pay everything's got a fee
Aint no motherfucking n****s checking on me
But they all gon come when the check is on me
You can keep me out ya prayers
I got blessings on me
How the fuck you telling god
Keep his eyes on me
But the texts that I sent
Get left on seen
Lot of chairs at my table got
Ghosts in the seat
A lot of n****s sending prayer hands
Looking for peace
All I see is empty handed n****s
Wanting a piece
Imma be the only n***a
At my table to eat
You could sit around and watch
While I'm having my feast
You won't even get the scraps
That I pick out my teeth
A lot people change colors when they
Fall like leaf
And if a bitch keep fucking up
Its back to the streets
Never been the type of nigga
Wear his heart on his sleeve
My shit barely even bleed my n***a
They been telling me to calm down
Maybe you should breathe my n***a
Im a whole different breed my n***a
Life got changed from a tweet
Go figure
Never seen shit look clearer
Looking in the mirror like
Who the fuck is you
That's a man that I met
But I never really knew
Guess I do got my father in me
I was hoping that the apple would go
Far from the tree
But I guess that's just what I'm destined
To be so fuck it
We all getting judged
Aint no man above it
You gotta love it
I been busy drowning in the sins
I was born in
Niggas die every single day
Without a warning
Gotta thank god when I
Wake up in the morning
Cuzz dying in ya sleep is when they
Add you to they mourning
Shouldn't take death for u to
Find me important
Bury me with all of my belongings
Never write a will
So none of ya fuck n****s
Ever get a portion

Sit around the camp fire singing
Kumbaya
As we chant to the sky
Like we been on top
We getting higher then the flame
So the pain might stop
How many mins on the clock
Till the bodies start dropping like flies
I was flirting with death got denied
That's the only time rejection
Never hurt my pride
A lot of n****s like to play both sides
Then apologize
Thinking they can uncut ties
I'm unzipping all this shit
Like a pulled down fly
So many lives on the line
I just gotta provide
Now they see me like a cash cow
What a surprise
They only wanna give support when
They getting a prize
Look at us now we at a divide
Im too stubborn n***a
Never gonna put it aside
Im always looking down at em
When I stare in they eyes
They say the truth hurts n***a
But I bet ull be fine
Cuzz the truth is n***a
They surrounded by lies
Im trying to find the reason
That they thinking its fine
To talk shit right behind my back
But the fact is
I could never be caught lacking
Tryna put distain on my name
By attacking my character
Deep dark secrets
I know that could bury ya
Never fear a n***a that
I know is inferior
Can't trust a soul
Cuzz my chest got a cold interior
Protecting myself
So I built up a barrier
Never dropping off
Like a bad mail carrier
Started getting soft
Had to cut some n****s off
Realized I don't need nobody else to feel superior
Talking to myself
Having deep conversations
A lot of n****s tell me
Im a star in the making
People hearing that and getting fixated
On the bill making
Looking at me like im superman
Been fuck a hero n***a
I aint tryna save em
Betting on me good odds n***a
Cuzz Ive always been the favorite
Even when it seems like
Shits not going in my favor
I was built for this shit
So I know I'm gon make it
A lot of truth in all my statements
All I write is affidavits
I been waiting for the calls
Got me sitting real patient
Member I was scared to fall
Till I landed on the pavement
Learned that shit is gonna happen
Doesn't matter what you chasin
Facing all my demons
Now cant shit phase me
I was going thru the motions
Almost drove me crazy
I was tryna smell the roses
While avoiding pushing daisy's
Once a n***a start shining
Everybody look shady
They love to keep you down
In the darkness
Its hard to see the difference from the
Real and the heartless
Growing up they tell you
That the closet is
Where you find the monsters
The only thing inside
Is the people on your roster

No matter what it takes
Imma get mines
So fuck a n****s feelings
When we cross lines
Life full of bad choices and
Hard times
I learn from my shit don't ignore signs
Only one life to live but these
Pussy n****s talking like they got nine
Must of lost your mind
Hope you find it
Before your picture end up
On a side of a street corner
Right next to a shrine
Add a candle to the vigil
Now yo mama start crying
Why the good ones taken
When its not they time
I never been that guy
To let shit slide
But fuck it Ill try
Cuzz look how far we came
I'm thinking back when I
Pushed the car to drive
Now adays I just
Push to start the ride
Cant let a n***a in
Think they plotting my demise
Got a tint on my life
They cant even look inside
Seeing my success then they tell me
That its luck
Looking at my numbers everyday
They going up
The higher that they get
The more these n****s
Show me love
Said they wanna change
Imma keep this shit a buck
I don't really give a fuck
Ya been stuck in the same position
Tryna tell me advice I refuse to listen
If I used the shit that you been given
Id be like you always losing
I'm use to winning

Written by:
Cameron Cole

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