Blitzz - Nowadays

So here I go again, don't know what my motive is
But it's the chill time, so I'll just start opening
Up about what's keeping me awake every night, I try to hide but it's keeping me at bay

And I feel it hurting, underneath the surface, but I get to working on my music, I wont lose it
Cause it's like a curtain, hiding all my burdens, but I feel 'em lurking, they're a nuisance, don't confuse this

And they're breaking into me, a B and E
Illegally a thief you never see
Sneakily they're seizing all my peace
Evilly been feeding off my glee

So I think it's finally time to put a stop to all the negatives
It's been a while but now I wanna hit 'em with a sedative
And knock 'em out like boxing and you know this time I'm well equipped
I used to be a glass half empty kinda guy, a pessimist

Everyone has hard days
And when you don't know your place
It could be difficult in it's own ways
Kinda feels like you've been in an oa-

Sis, a paradise hidden
But you're friends and your family are missing
When you're screaming there's no one to listen
All alone with your metacognition

I'm trapped in position
It's been my condition
It's like a tradition
Another rendition
Of what I've been been wishing
I need a magician
Or maybe mortician
To bring back edition
Of me I envision
I got an ambition
To use ammunition
To beat opposition
With words that I'm spitting
I don't need permission
Don't need no petition
To fight inhibitions

Nowadays I've been taking it slow

Wondering if all the good days of my life are now over

Nowadays I've been taking it slow
Slower pace I just move on the low
Wondering if all the good days of my life are now over
Or maybe something better's coming, I hope so

Nowadays I've been taking it slow
Slower pace I just move on the low
Wondering if all the good days of my life are now over
Or maybe something better's coming, I hope so

There comes a point in life
When everything around you seems to freeze in time
When you don't want anything you have to pass you by
When the people who're around you keep the mood bright
When you got it all and hope it lasts until you die

But then you find out that nothing lasts forever
Things can change so quickly on this endeavour
And all the bad things are kinda like cold weather
It can make you sick, but only for the better

So just keep on going
Don't let anything stop you or keep you frozen
Learn from past mistakes and know your path ahead is golden
Make the best out of situations you think are holding

You back, don't focus on the things that
You lack
Setbacks, don't dwell on 'em or it all
Goes bad
Drawbacks, are what try to stop you
Just attack
Comeback, with something stronger and you'll
Beat the trap

I was living in hell but
I'm taking my life and I'm living it well
And I turned it around, so if you couldn't tell
I've been tryna move on from the past and not dwell
On the things that have been what is keeping me down
Like a damn submarine and it's anchor on ground
But I'm breaking the chains and now I'm breaking out
I've been planning this long and it's time to expel

All the bad and the worse like a troublesome student
I'm kicking 'em out I've been waiting to do this
I won't mess it up, you know that I'll be prudent
I'm taking a stand and I know I'll get through this
And all of the challenging things are not useless
Predicaments taking a toll on my future
A whole lot of people don't know they're abusers
Resilient is what I've become, I'm now ruthless

Nowadays I've been taking it slow

Wondering if all the good days of my life are now over

Nowadays I've been taking it slow
Slower pace I just move on the low
Wondering if all the good days of my life are now over
Or maybe something better's coming, I hope so

Nowadays I've been taking it slow
Slower pace I just move on the low
Wondering if all the good days of my life are now over
Or maybe something better's coming, I hope so

Written by:
Liam Trapps

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