ashisdead - Life

More secrets in my mind than a free Manson
Feel my pain through this line
Y'all can hear that passion
I get lonely at times
So I'd recite these rhymes
When I think back about my past
That shit still burdens me
Demons scheaming
Thoughts racin'
I've been crying mentally
Hearts screamin'
Drug cravings got me smoking heavily
If depression was a crime
Imma be a felony
Fighting the inner demons inside of me
That's my enemy
Blessing y'all with my energy
I just wanna spread love and positivity through my lyrical ability
Writing down my thoughts on the pad
Cause I feel like the world doesn't understand me
Every day it's the same old thing
That's the definition of insanity
Ignite the microphone
I'm going through battles on my own
Ain't no one hitting me up on my phone
I'll be shopping for happiness but that shit ain't for sale

Life's a bitch and then we die
That's why we get high
Cause you'd never know when you gonna go
Life's a bitch and then we die
That's why we puff lye
Cause you'd never know when you gonna go
Life's a bitch and then we die
That's why we get high
Cause you'd never know when you gonna go
Life's a bitch and then we die
That's we puff lye
Cause you'd never know when you gonna go

I'm on a mission
To find inner peace
On a quest
In search of my identity
Become a better man I better be
Praying five times a day
I'm fiending for serenity
Fuck what y'all say about me
My life is like a museum where everybody comes and goes
Ladies and gentlemen here's the tickets for my life exhibit
I hope that y'all will enjoy the show
Gotta keep it going
Already know when I'm flowing
Treat rap like my therapy
I'm an entity
Open up your mind whenever y'all listen to my lyrics
Let my bars take you on a journey
Every rhymes an odyssey
Stress on my shoulder made me become the victim of drug addiction
Trapped in my mind like a prison
I'm doing a sentence
God gave me the power to overcome this depression
You motherfuckas don't even know what I've been through
Unless y'all are in my position
The thoughts in my head is driving me insane
No need the keys for the ignition

Life's a bitch and then we die
That's why we get high
Cause you'd never know when you gonna go
Life's a bitch and then we die
That's why we puff lye
Cause you'd never know when you gonna go
Life's a bitch and then we die
That's why we get high
Cause you'd never know when you gonna go
Life's a bitch and then we die
That's we puff lye
Cause you'd never know when you gonna go

People come and go for a reason
I wrote this from my heart
I'm tryna be more than just a rap musician
Met a special girl that could be the love of my life
Till I broke her promises and I ripped her heart apart and smash it into pieces
Got me thinking that leaving is the one thing I regret
And without her in my life I'm depressed
I've been mentally dead ever since I was a fetus
Mama told me to go see a therapist
But the therapist ain't telling me shit
So many demons in my head telling me to quit
Will I'll be the Illest in the rap industry
Cause I'll be receiving comments like
"You will never be better than that boy Tengy or that Sheik Banafee"
And honestly all of this negativity is eating the fuck outta me

Fuck this shit I'm out
I'm done, fuck this shit...

Written by:
Mohammed Ashyur

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