wisewordsofeli - Punch Drunk (feat. ¡MAYDAY!)

Damn it I'm a screw up
Feel like I could tear myself in two
This object in the mirror what are you
I think I see a screw up
Screw up
Damn it I'm a loser
But I know the way keep pushing through
Losers gonna lose that's what we do
Convinced that I'm a screw up
Screw up

Imma
Punch Drunk
Love Struck
Stupid Ass Idiot
Every time I think of all the words that I could say to you
I find a way to miss it and then end up just forgetting it
Wish there was a way to spend my life without regretting it

Regret
Pretense
Leads us
To defense
Battles with demons
I keep on trying to hide
Running from my own pride
Fear of my own fear
Got me stuck inside my head
Like 4,5,6 can't count me out I'm out of here
It's
Too much
I hide
From things
Outside
Can't tell
What's real
Sometimes
I cry
Sometimes I can the words to fit the sentence
Other times I'm sitting blank face looking like a feeling like a

Punch Drunk
Love Struck
Stupid Ass Idiot
Every time I think of all the words that I could say to you
I find a way to miss it and then end up just forgetting it
Wish there was a way to spend my life without regretting it

Damn it, damn it
I'm a loser what am I
But damn it do you see what's in my eyes
You, you could never tell me who am I
God damn it I'm a loser
Damn it I'm a screw up yes I am
God damn it I'm a loser in my head
But one day I'll be jamming with my band
God damn it I'm a

Punch drunk idiot
Feeling more than a little bit
I been running from it I'm belligerent
I can't walk straight in the thick of it
I came round quick tryna start fresh
Looking out for the clean slate
Steering clear of the hard left
Swimming up around a deep state
I got old friends with new beefs
True pals for my loose leaf
Jumping in and out of all my nightmares
Keeping me from knowing true peace
Keeping me from going through streets
I just really think I need a win
I just really cannot keep it in
Got secret sins that need to swim
And
I keep trying swinging for the fences
Losing out feeling apprehensive
I should stop looking to the gram for mentions
But they programmed me to be well intentioned
I'm just feeling kinda punch drunk
Looking for a way to shake the tension

Imma
Punch Drunk
Love Struck
Stupid Ass Idiot
Every time I think of all the words that I could say to you
I find a way to miss it and then end up just forgetting it
Wish there was a way to spend my life without regretting it

Damn it I'm a screw up
Feel like I could tear myself in two
This object in the mirror what are you
I think I see a screw up
Screw up
Damn it I'm a loser
But I know the way keep pushing through
Losers gonna lose that's what we do
Convinced that I'm a screw up
Screw up

Lost cause lost y'all way back when, when I lost god
Odds are, all y'all just here for glimpses of rockstars
But I ain't saint material
Got a mansion flawed interior
But the way the clock keep fearing us
Make what we think seem trivial
I've been labeled unrepairable
And this music shits so terrible
I'm a living parable trying to balance out all these chemicals
Tryna see through all the dies
While tryna hold onto my mind
Got me working double time
And getting paid like it's a crime
Better off left all alone to my vices
That's when I'm on my hype shit
That's when I'm rolling dices
In the back but never in silence
Nah I'm loud on every assignment
I just can't adapt to the climate
I just can't pretend to be vibing
If my soul ain't having fun

Imma
Punch Drunk
Love Struck
Stupid Ass Idiot
Every time I think of all the words that I could say to you
I find a way to miss it and then end up just forgetting it
Wish there was a way to spend my life without regretting it

Damn it, damn it
I'm a loser what am I
But damn it do you see what's in my eyes
You, you could never tell me who am I
God damn it I'm a loser
Damn it I'm a screw up yes I am
God damn it I'm a loser in my head
But one day I'll be jamming with my band
God damn it I'm a

Written by:
Benjamin Miller, Bernardo Garcia, Elias Rossell

Publisher:
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