Jonuhh - Lucy (Got Control of Me)

What's that?
Watch out, watch out
I've been sinning hey
Hey, hey, hey
What's that?
Watch out, watch out
I've been sinning hey
Hey, hey, hey

What's that?
Watch out, I'm alone again
Lucy in my body got controlling in
Dark eyes, red tears, I've been holding in, yeah
Can't believe I let the pain inside escape
Long nights, long days, can't sleep
I'm deprived of serotonin, and I try to numb it
I fucked it up again
I can feel it in my stomach, and it makes me want to vomit
Fuck

Wish that I could turn it off
My soul's cold, I'm a lost cause
Invite her over and another man had dropped her off
Man, Lucy's everywhere, all around I see him
Hate to say that I think I enjoy the feeling
Taking over me while I'm staring at the ceiling
Getting head from a girl I just met
Fantasize I'm at the bank just to cash in a check
Lord

Lord, you need to save me
I'm digging up my grave and I'm afraid that you meant
To cause the rage that lay deep inside of everyone surrounding my life
I see you happy, thinking, that must be nice
Think you deserve the pain that I try to fight
You know I hate you, and you love me from spite
Demons love the sound of me, I got gifts from a sprite
Feeding off my energy in exchange for a life
Worth living

Ain't ashamed to admit it
I'm in love with the hoes and I'm in love with the digits
Love the hate from my bros, I love the hate from these women
Thinking that they better than me but ain't blessed with the vision
Saying that I'm crazy just because I see through your sinning
Always try to play me, never should have had a baby
You're a terrible father
Feel the shame from your daughter
Kicked me out the gates because you made me into a martyr

Man, fuck you
I'll drag my nuts on this stage
Ima do you dirty because you had spit on my name
Man, fuck you
I'll drag my nuts on this stage
I'ma do you dirty because you had spit on my name
Man, fuck you
Man, fuck you
Yeah, I'm caught in my feelings and I hope that you feel it
Man, fuck you
Man, fuck you
Yeah, I'm caught in my feelings and I hope that you feel it
Lord

I've got something to say
I'm imperfectly perfect
I'm a motherfucking asshole and I hope that you heard it
Yeah, you fucking deserve it
I'm a piece of shit, but to you I'm a saint on the surface
Jonuhh
Remember my name
I'll mop the floor with anyone that stands in my way, yeah
I'm numb to the pain
Take another look at me when you decided to stay, Lord

I'm glad to be alive again
Wake up in the morning, brush my teeth and see the sky again
Dick all in her diaphragm
Don't know why you like to find I lied to you to buy another dime to ride again
I could drop her off, but I made her man find a ride again
Time and time and time again
Nothing seems to change
Yeah, I know life is a pain, but I love it anyways
Because I love to play the games, and I love to see the bulletin

Displaying my name
And I love to see you hate me when you looking my way
It's a shame that you're letting your whole life go to waste
Ahead of my time, so now this time's a waste
And I hope that you taste the way I'm feeling today
You could have your way, but you could never keep up the pace
Like you're locked in a safe
Go ahead and say grace
Another failed attempt for your broken soul to be saved
Jonuhh

Written by:
Luke Jonas

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