Mardee Millz - Mind Games

Mind Games
Your mind plays tricks on you
People play tricks on you
Life plays a trick on you
But at the end of the day, it's just you
Just gotta keep fighting, keep pushing
Better days are coming
The lights coming
Millz
Gotta lotta things in my mental so you better be gentle
I been dancing with the devil, I got no one to vent to
Happy God is my witness I know there's nothing he can't do
I got loads of emotions and I been holding a handful
Need to move on my own now, treat the stu like my home now
Goin' through these Mind Games, I been losing control now
I just gotta hold out, I'm on the road now
Making no sound, I know my route
I'm going hard, ain't going down
My goal is large, I'm rolling out
I'm going far, no slowing down
I had a slow start but now I know my part
I'm growing now
They broke my heart and tore it out
My soul is scarred, my aura down
It hurt me so hard but now my focus sharp
They showed me how to be cautious, ain't lowing no nonsense
The ones who talkin' loud and obnoxious are coward and toxic
You know I'm balling out while they gossip
They doubting my callings, I'm proud of my losses
I'm watching out for all the clowns who talkin' down when I'm fallin'
I gotta prove to them I'm chosen I ain't molded like most of you
And I'm open to showing you, if I spoke it you know it's true
Hold my oath I ain't folding, I gotta do what I'm supposed to do
I go ghost when I'm going through it, that rule ain't negotiable
I been hoping it goes unnoticed, won't show no emotions
You know I'm devoted, my story gon' be told til I'm quotable
Whole new flow I got multiple, swear I don't control it
Can't choke in the moment, I'm pro at those cuz I'm coachable
The pain is my motivation, they hate that I'm going places
They saying I'm overrated, can't wait til I show em though
Mardee Millz there ain't no replacement, don't name me with so and so
No, my gang ain't approachable, show no face that's the protocol
If you fake that's a no no, can't hang with no bozo, ain't claiming those
My soul knows the way, that's the only location I'm aiming for
Life's a rollercoaster, my lowest moments what made me though
Portfolio go crazy, my poetry tells a tale of it's own
Gotta lotta things in my mental so you better be gentle
I been dancing with the devil, I got no one to vent to
Happy God is my witness I know there's nothing he can't do
I got loads of emotions and I been holding a handful
Need to move on my own now, treat the stu like my home now
Goin' through these Mind Games, I been losing control now
I just gotta hold out, I'm on the road now
Making no sound, I know my route
I'm going hard, ain't going down
The pressure can't get to me, nothing messing with my energy
My enemies testing me cuz they envy me incredibly
The hate doesn't reckon me, that's the way that it's meant to be
I'm creating my legacy and embracing what is meant for me
I was spending my adolescence questioning where I'm headed
Had no path or direction and the detriments never ended
I was lost I had nowhere to go, my losses were hurting my soul
My options were little to none, my pockets would always be broke
I vent to my family but they can't understand what I'm branding
Can't comprehend my advantage, can't even share what I'm planning
Can't tell em anything, they be stressing my sanity heavy
Still they mean everything to me, can't let their damage affect me
Obstacles blocking my way, I'm breaking or pacing around em
Stay in my lane and reroute it, same destination I'm bounded
Soon I'll be out in the mountains, house with a pool and a fountain
Counting my thousands for all the countless times they count me out
I patiently waited, created the space and it came to me
I'll pray everyday til my grave, that's the way I was raised to be
The fake can't relate with me cuz their stakes ain't the same as me
That's okay I don't blame em but don't say I made it mistakenly
They lay while I stay awake, ain't no way Imma take a break
Safe to say that I changed the game, swear these 808s made for me
Had to make my statement straight away, this ain't even half of the album
Givin' my glory to God, I'm grateful I finally found em
Gotta lotta things in my mental so you better be gentle
I been dancing with the devil, I got no one to vent to
Happy God is my witness I know there's nothing he can't do
I got loads of emotions and I been holding a handful
Need to move on my own now, treat the stu like my home now
Goin' through these Mind Games, I been losing control now
I just gotta hold out, I'm on the road now
Making no sound, I know my route
I'm going hard, ain't going down

Written by:
Marcus Duerr, Mardee Millz

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Lyrics © O/B/O DistroKid

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