Michael Gastineau - Break Up

I don't wanna say it
But lately I can't fake it
I need a replacement
For the drugs I've been taking
I don't wanna scare you
But I can't assure you
That I won't overuse
These substances that I abuse
Late nights
Dark thoughts
So I take
More shots
Black out
Face down
So this is what it costs
Can you forgive me?
I know it seems risky but
I feel guilty
When I fuck things up
And all this whiskey
Going through my kidneys
I know it might kill me but
I don't wanna break up
Wake up and get drunk as fuck
And I ain't ever gonna sober up
So give me a reason to put down my cup
Cuz I don't wanna break up
Fuck that getting high just to get my mind right
Fuck that anything to get the vibe right
Aye drinking 'til it messes with my eyesight
I'm fucked up in the head and
It doesn't feel quite right
Late nights
Dark thoughts
So I take
More shots
Black out
Face down
So this is what it costs
So this is what it costs
Can you forgive me?
I know it seems risky but
I feel guilty
When I fuck things up
And all this whiskey
Going through my kidneys
I know it might kill me but
I don't wanna break up
Never mind the things that I said
When I was fucked up
I got too much on my mind and
Now I can't shut up
Maybe one day I'll finally luck up
But for now I gotta stay clean to go
Piss in a cup
Sometimes I wanna end it but I ain't giving up
And now I tattoo my skin to cover up all these cuts
My head is a prison so you know I'm stayin' locked up
I thought I left this shit behind but it all caught up
But it all caught up
So this is what it costs
Can you forgive me?
I know it seems risky but
I feel guilty
When I fuck things up
And all this whiskey
Going through my kidneys
I know it might kill me but
I don't wanna break up
Can you forgive me?
I know it seems risky but
I feel guilty
When I fuck things up
And all this whiskey
Going through my kidneys
I know it might kill me but
I don't wanna break up

Written by:
Michael Gastineau

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