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This magic moment
So different and so new
But like any other
Until I kissed you
And then it happened
It took me by surprise
I knew that you felt it too
By the look in your eyes

My dearest Emily
My condolence to your family
I tried and tried apologizing
But no one's understanding me
It's funny when you think about it
I came across you randomly
It's crazy what this life can be
It's almost like a fantasy
It wasn't what was planned to be
Got caught up in the moment
Sometimes I feel this rage
I can't explain and can't control it
It's like mentally I'm frozen
Then emotionally I'm broken
Losing touch with my reality
But spiritually awoken, you know
I remember back when I would contemplate the pain I felt
I would sit for hours
Try my hardest to contain myself
Living with this darkness like an artist
I could paint my Hell
Verbally expressin' my aggression
Till I hate myself
Went from trying to erase it
To dying to embrace it
Been fighting to ignore it
Until I finally couldn't take it
This energy is racing
Off a memory I'm chasing
It's time we got together
And confront what I've been facing

This magic moment
So different and so new
But like any other
Until I kissed you
And then it happened
It took me by surprise
I knew that you felt it too
By the look in your eyes

Here we go
I can't believe its come to this
I always tried to run from it
I never got the closure
From the pain inside that comes with it
I'm not the man I used to be
Depressions been abusing me
The pressure starts to lessen
When I vent about it truthfully
When people see the smile
They account it for a happiness
They don't take the time to learn your mind and know what's happening
They can run and hide
Behind their perfect lives I'm glad for them
Suffering in silence
While they die inside I'm sad for them
There was a special love of mine
We met when we were younger
Her name was Sara Harrison
I was best friends with her brother
Perfection by comparison
Unique from any other
She laughed right in my face the day
I told her that I love her
Ever since then I've been working towards
This perfect love I'm searching for
It never seems to happen for me
I always end up hurting more
Maybe it's a sign or fate
Or maybe I can find a way
Of making Sara love me
For the man that I've become today

This magic moment
So different and so new
But like any other
Until I kissed you
And then it happened
It took me by surprise
I knew that you felt it too
By the look in your eyes

Dear Sara
This could be the night for us
We finally get a moment
To decide the perfect life for us
So I was thinking
A big house with a swing and
Two chairs on the porch
So you can hear birds while they're singing
I lived out everyday
As if I knew that we were meant to be
I framed all of your photos
Just to show you what you meant to me
Ended things with others
Cause I knew one day eventually
You would learn to love me
Now I'm clinging to it desperately
But when I tried to show you how I felt
You wouldn't listen
You're not the girl you used to be
It felt like something's missing
You're attitude was different
Just like those other women
Like you're the one that's going thru this Hurt I fucking lived it
I thought I made it easy for you
Now you wanna leave me do you
I gave you every ounce until my heart and Soul were bleeding for you
If this is how it ends
I tried my best to share my love with you
But now you're dead to me
You're dead to everyone
We're done with you

This magic moment
While your lips are close to mine
Will last forever
Forever til' the end of time

Magic moment
Magic moment

Written by:
Charles Martinez

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