Grandpadre - Going Thru

Tryna stay focused
While surrounded by the fuck shit
If you only knew how many times
Was right at fuck this
One day daughter ask me
Daddy why would someone shoot you
Caught me by surprise
Pain in her eyes
Don't wanna lose you
Ain't gone lie
Wanted to cry
But I refused too
Played it cool
Although I was hurt
I Did my usual
Told her everything was ok
Can't have my baby scared
I know how wicked I be
But rather not be feared
It easier to just pull the plug
Try pulling up a chair
Niggas getting laid over problems
That wasn't ever theirs
Keep your two cents
Don't make his shit your nuisance
Disconnections sometimes needed
For your improvement
Don't get tripped up
Tryna tighten all their loose ends
And falling on your face
Seen many niggas fall from Grace
Appreciate your time and space
Never running walking late
Speed a killer
Fate is fate
All got expiration dates
You don't know what I'm goin through
Don't say you understand
None of this is sitting right
Still tryna comprehend
You don't know what I'm goin through
Don't say you understand
None of this is sitting right
Still tryna comprehend
My days different
Use to pop champagne
And Talk pain with pain em
Had some good times
And accepted all that came wit em
Fought Sometimes
What brothers don't
I always Stayed the same with em
He was here and there
Had Ups and downs
I went through waves wit em
Was battling some demons
Drugging for his reasons
They put the lemon in his hand
He'd never get to squeezing
He always Held on to shit
Wouldn't let shit go
Get smacked, tell you the fuck off
And then I love you bro
Laughing at the videos of last night
Showed em how he looked
Big and stupid sayin let's fight
Tell em how he lost two bands
He'd go in house
When he came back out I'd laugh
You just went to count
Get Exact amount
Fuck you his response
Dice in palm
You can't always win
This right here in my bank
What you want with that stupid grin
I don't want that shit
What you scared
Running at the lips
Pee wee for the bank
I win the bank
Then he'd wanna sip
You don't know what I'm goin through
Don't say you understand
None of this is sitting right
Still tryna comprehend
You don't know what I'm goin through
Don't say you understand
None of this is sitting right
Still tryna comprehend

Written by:
DeAndre Jamerson

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