Nikki McKnight - Murder Suicide

Aye, sometimes you gotta re-adjust your crown
Take a step back and remember who the fuck you are
King Nix, let's go
I kill all these rappers then kill myself laughing
That's a murder suicide once you figure what happened
I'd never confess my sins at the chapel
When I die, my secrets are going with me
Try and dig em up after
Though I pretty much been an open book through this music
And love and hate have been some helluva muses
And my strongest advice for the youth pursuing this
Never spend more time proving it than just doing it
You'll never gain time, only lose it
So whatever you blessed with
Take advantage and use it, don't abuse it
Cause they'll act like they're not
But please know they're watching
You'll see when they copy ya
Then act like they thought of it
But know that you're the best first
Don't give a second thought to it
Keep ya third eye open on moving forth with progression
Victory so close, you can taste it and wanna eat but
Don't let hunger make you accept the bullshit they try and feed ya
Niggaz is weirdos, it's weird tho
They hate out of fear bro
Watch ya friends and ya kinfolk
You gonna talk ya self out of thinking it when you feeling like they flaw as fuck
But God be popping up showing why you should never doubt ya gut
Niggaz funny B, luckily I got a sense of humor
They shooting at my old goals
And I just hit some new ones
People and their funny ways have gotten old to me
And I don't even care to know what's wrong with em
Plus the energy just be iffy to me
Discovered most ain't who they appear to be
And I'm usually quick to peep the enemy
But being blinded by love some shit just took me years to see
A wise man told me learn to live with regrets
Spent years of holding grudges, I ain't deal with em yet
On one hand, there's flaw shit I can't begin to accept
The other hand don't wanna die with all this shit on my chest
I ask God to forgive when I forget that I'm blessed
I manage keeping together when I'm really a mess
A beautiful disaster, but I couldn't be happier
Memories of my before and now I look at me after
Staring right at that reflection
Tell her you the best that ever did it, and you better never ever forget it
Almost let the opinions of desperate niggas who beg for attention
Affect my decision of whether I'm willing
To keep doing this or just be finished
Well that escalated quickly
Now watch this hell I'ma give em
Chilling at the top, I look down and tell em
The elevator's broken
I'ma make ya step it up on every level
A quadruple threat, bitch salute a vet
Whether or not u respect determines how rude I get
I swear I'm so done with that humble shit
I swear it's fuck a nigga and fuck a bitch
I swear if u ever think to try and come for Nix
You better stick that out in the mirror and watch ya tongue lil bitch
Never show me nothing lower than the utmost
Of what ole Aretha spelled out in that one song
The last time I did right and got done wrong
I vowed to leave everyone else standing at the front door
You can't come inside. And I can't let nothing slide
So when u show me flaw once, no you can't get another try
I've always had my heart in this battle with my mind
They beat up on each other cuz they can't destroy my pride
Which is all I got left after nan one of em survived, they both died
Another murder suicide. Nix

Written by:
LaToyia McKnight

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