Elijah Rushin - GodSpeed

Yeah, whoever I hurt I apologize
I know one day I got to die
Tears just drop, I don't be tryna cry
Singing these sad ass lullabies
I know depression don't come in size
And the pain I can not describe
Partially traumatized
But I got my mommas eyes
And as long I'm alive, you know I'm gone grind
Because I honor time
Things I seen and did without permission, I'm so sorry
Momma I admit, I should of listened, life done scarred me
Life is gone get better
I just wish It come in Godspeed
Too much on my mind all day
That's why I be high all day, do what you want, just don't lie to my face
Many said they was my ace, then switched place, either that or they switched pace
Moving like life is a race, get out my way, all I know is go, broke brakes
Two things I ain't never ever felt like was fake, and I ain't never ever felt safe
And I done really touch stuff you ain't never ever seen, boy I done really felt faith
And I'm a grown ass man now, I can not dream
Tryna get y'all to relate
The wrong I done in my life that's all on me
Can't blame God, because it ain't
I need big bank
Go up rank that's a whole another space
Always wanted to put the food on the plates
Always wanted to hear my family say thanks
I had to break through discouragement
I'm ma show anyone different who saying I can't
Big dank, on charge, full tank
On squad, go hard in the paint
Get spanked if you playing with the team
Or the fam by any all means
I want peace no nothing in between
But swear to god all It take is one ring
Still broke but I'm fresh and I'm clean
Because back then, it was two pairs of jeans
Back then, I used to wanna rock J's
My bros had the shoes and the fiends
I've seen way too much, I shouldn't discuss, I don't wanna talk about it
It already hurt having the thought about it
I let things go when I should of went hulk about it
Went to that detour and just walked around it
I discipline my own self, I be often grounded
And I do not always expect allowance
I hate my life, but I always accept the challenge
And I hope my karma don't come with malice
Whoever I hurt I apologize
I know one day I got to die
Tears just drop, I don't be tryna cry
Singing these sad ass lullabies
I know depression don't come in size
And the pain I can not describe
Partially traumatized
But I got my mommas eyes
And as long I'm alive, you know I'm gone grind
Because I honor time
Things I seen and did without permission, I'm so sorry
Momma I admit, I should of listened, life done scarred me
Life is gone get better
I just wish It come in Godspeed

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Elijah Rushin

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