J.Von - Mental

Could be the best may be a disgrace
Feel like less feel like a mistake
To much on my head as is and you put More on my plate
Tried to be the best for you that was My first mistake
Wanna be the best for me wanna be Great
Don't know how to feel
Got a mix of love and a mix of hate
Everyone can get these bullets
Don't discriminate

I Tell you to leave but really want you Stay
Maybe the way you just know to Portray
Say I'm okay but not really okay
Giving me love but really all of it's fake
Build a relationship so really what you Make
But how can I make when you Constantly take
Look me in my eyes while you lie to My face
Uhh
Why you lie to my face

Lately I've been tripping off emotions
Feel like I've been used for the bigger Prize
But I am just a token
At least I can say that this the one time
I am chosen
Wouldn't be the first time I say that
I'm broken
I am open
Ripped my heart girl you left it open
I'm frozen
I can't take the pain no more
I'm on like the twelfth
Ibuprofen
Mind moving in
Slow motion
Too much happened just this week
Messing with the mental
I don't really know how to express Except
For writing down on these Instrumentals
They say talk about it but it's not that Simple
One wrong move and it'll have a ripple
Effect
Aim at my head so they pain will be Over quicker
Then if you Aimed at my neck
To the ones who did me wrong I still Wish you the best

I Tell you to leave but really want you Stay
Maybe the way you just know to
Portray
Say I'm okay but not really okay
Giving me love but really all of it's fake
Build a relationship so really what you Make
But how can I make when you Constantly take
Look me in my eyes while you lie to My face
Uhh
Why you lie to my face

Written by:
Javon Sullivan

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