J San - closure

Spent hours thinking 'bout you, had no one to speak out to
I fell into depression 'cause I couldn't live without you
I know it's been a year, but I still live with this fear
That I'll never be able to talk to you again
So please just sit and hear this
You might've moved on with your life, but I live with all this strife
How could you let me struggle all through the night
You lit my life up like a party
Is it too late to say sorry, damn
It always felt like I would never be your number one
Your friends were better, made me feel like I just wasn't fun
You said you loved me but it felt like you just
Said that just to make me feel better
Spent all that time feeling under the weather, but I like being together
I know I fucked up nothing new, didn't know what I should do
Started drifting, heart in two
Couldn't stand the thought of never seeing you again
We ended off on heavy terms, we can't even be friends
I'm sad but then again
I know you're laughing at my pain, slowly falling like the rain
I know I'm just not the same person that I used to be
But even then I was worried 'bout you not choosing me
I'm losing you, and I'm losing me
Do I even cross your mind
Cross your mind from time to time
'Cause you always seem fine
Without me in your life
Finally ran out of luck
Guess I'm trapped now 'cause
I can't even find the words to say to you
You broke me down now I'm mature
Say you're leaving, are you sure
Guess I'm done
You don't need me anymore

Written by:
Juan Sandig

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