Medusa J - Eczema

Growing up I had a different struggle
Different dreams different scenes and I was living subtle
So subtle no one knew why I didn't get involved with the things as a kid that were told as accepted
Cause I never got involved with the P.E
Teachers kicking off at me like I'm lazy
I ain't lazy just struggle when I sweat see
People always used to say it's the summer take your jumper off
But I couldn't take off my jumper I'd lose more friends that I barley got
Have you ever been the stand out in a crowd
Like you stand out and they don't even know what's it's about
I had to go to sleep covered up bandages
The physical was easy but the mental is what damages
I thought I'd never wear a short sleeve
Or even shorts of course cause that was my dream
I would go to bed at night and think god why me
Then wake up in the morning blood covered on my bedding
I had to changed my bedding so often cause I was shedding
This ain't a good life that I was heading
Staying in my room was all I knew when eleven
Shutter down pitch back an that's twenty four seven
I used to think my whole family didn't wanna be around me
Cause if I was them I wouldn't even wanna be around me
Normal kids would ask why I can't go out an I just say it's cause my parents are mean an they always used to ground me
But yeah the real reason I was bleeding an sticking to my clothes
Itching when hot nails covered in blood was how it goes
I seen myself as a freak not even just in school that was 7 days of the week
I thought I'd never have a physical job
But now I own my business and work hard they see the lifestyle that I got
At sixteen I bought my first short sleeved top and then 17 my license I thought this high would never stop
I was meeting girl just for thrills yeah you should of seen me
Maybe that's why I act the way I am now
Always up for whatever an so loud an so needy
Look we all got struggles I know that I'm nothing special
But I'm just sharing this story so you know that life gets better
I was an outcast out looked but now I'm shining thought I'd never
So stay true to yourself cause being you is something clever

Written by:
Medusa J

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