Made Smoove - Letting go.

Yeah
My fire needs rekindling
My manners are outstanding
My mother raised a gentleman
I set the record straight even when I'm feeling out of place
Forsake whoever doubted me I label you as fake
If you know me and you look at where I came from
Hear me rapping and relate to where I'm coming from
It's poetic make it plain and simple
Bumps on my road to riches
I swerve the lanes to try to miss them
My brother overseas yeah I miss him
Vacant and lonely
Nobody really want to get to know me
Saying they my homie when I call them they be acting phony
Way back to when I really cared
Apologizing is the last resort I would dare
Is you laughing or you crying what's up with the tears
I been fed up with the negligence for many years
When I say it I won't take it back
Winning the mentality no losing can't do none of that
It's harder when you face the facts
I'm the only one who people count on
It's what it feels like
But everything isn't what it seems in the lowlight
Taking all my anger to the drawing boards again to get the mind right
Waiting for the blessing so I hang tight
Tighter than a bitch with a french braid
People switching sides stabbing backs call them switchblades
(Getting paid)
Only option left I'm getting older as I count the days
Living for the better days preparing when they fade away
Living for people to make them happy forgot how to feel
Listening to problems giving feedback I keep it real
I keep it real why can't they just do the same for me
I want to know the deal
Secrets I be keeping signed sealed
I bury hatchets all the time not a shovel needed
Forgiving feeling like a sin watch me do it all again
Nothing changed when I did it
Man I can't believe it yeah
(Man I can't believe it)
Man this karma so real
I be scared when I mess up
Caught up in my lies when I speak I be fucked up
Tore up from the floor up
I stress it with a emphasis
I say it hell of times cause other niggahs got me fucked up
It's the most so majority
They treat me like I'm different
They addressing me accordingly
Can't see the love I love the hate
Ignoring all the pressure fill my cup to sip the pain away
That shit don't always work
Because it's so much that your heart can take
Use to wash up in the sink at granny crib
(What a time to be alive)
Not ashamed explaining how I use to live
Got a problem we can sort it out
Can't leave my shit unwritten
Everything I say is word of mouth
Believe it not a single doubt
Guilty when I take some days off even a day off
I set my standards past the moon
I know my labor got to pay off
The way I'm living similar to loans I got to pay off
My mind is in the future but my heart is in the past
Inspiration at its finest everybody fixing to see me spazz
One hit wonder tell the critics fixing to show your ass
Yelling out in public tell her damn you really showed your ass
Not for all the scenery
No hesitation do the dash
Letting go is harder when you start to get a grip
I be leading by example compliment me for my leadership
It's a time for fun and games strictly business like a dealership
I'm very possessive about my paper I take ownership

Written by:
Joshua Smith

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