J2Trajic - Decisions

I am not one to be taking no lives
There's only god and he telling no lies
I only recognize you through a photo
It was enough to be losing my mind
I ended up being one of the Shootas
But at that time it was what I desired
Bitch watch your tone when you talking to me
You not the one to be playing with me
You not on my level yet nigga for real
Get on my nerves I'll spray with this heat
You will not feel a thing but a chill
See hella blood on the floor cause it spilled
Notice how nun of it isn't from me
Notice how you blackin out without reason
Should've kept quiet and you woulda lived
Feeling this rain running down to your cheeks and
Notice how nun of its running on me
I thought a gangster don't cry when he leaving.
I feel bad for your family tree.
Looking dried up but we not in that season
I am not one to be taking no lifes
There's only god and he telling no lies
I only recognize you through a photo
It was enough to be losing my mind
I ended up being one of the Shootas
But at that time it was what I desired
You should've known what You got yourself into
You should've known you was playing with fire
It's hella late to be looking back
Maybe I should've done better things
But the shit that I did I can't turn it back
All I can do is regret decisions that made when I blacked out in the past
Even tho it's in the past I be losing my mind reminiscing bout colda sacks
That was a time we was only kids
We ain't have no worries man for real
Look at us now we be stress feeding
Thinking bout when is our next meal
Ain't gotta worry bout no feelings
Ain't got regrets yet we chillin
Now I'm a man, feeling bipolar
All the regrets I got fucked me over
I be praying to god to start over
I don't ever want to get older
I know ima fuck myself over
I can't do this on my own no more
I just wish that I was feeling normal
Ain't want to fuck up not again
But these bitches be testing me all over
Feeling so lost I ain't got no friends
Bitch watch your tone when you talking to me
You not the one to be playing with me
You not on my level yet nigga for real
Get on my nerves I'll spray with this heat
You will not feel a thing but a chill
See hella blood on the floor cause it spilled
Notice how nun of it isn't from me
Notice how you blackin out without reason
Watching my tone when I talk back
Watching my temper before I act
You acting goofy I'll shoot back
This is my problem I can't ever fall back
This be my own person-al hell
All the decisions I made failed
My only brother had paid bail
Now I'm alone in this hotel
I feel like I lose brain cells
Catch a new life Like I'm Odell
I can't be making all these decisions
I can't even trust myself with it
I ain't ever gonna go get it
Let me get my old lifestyle back
When I couldn't make a bad decision
Take me back when I just 6 years old
Even for a minute

Written by:
Jonathan Godinez

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