Realitay - Should I End IT all Tonight

I'm pushing harder everyday lock myself away
No time to fade away block my mind with a rhyme
Feel align with a sign showing me life is mine I don't see time
I'm fine to stay alone there is no stopping me I'm lifting heavy can't you see well I can see infinity is in me
I'm spitting till you listen i have a risen from the prison with a vision to evolve so I can solve this wicked puzzle
Watch me hustle watch me struggle watch me sacrifice this life
Got the pure death in my eyes waiting for the other side
Should I end it all tonight or carry on the fight
I don't know what is right different sight when I'm looking out eyes
Analysing while were hypnotising I sing to wash away the sin
Born to lose not to win wicked world we in find freedom within
Nothing is how it seems you will see
One day you will question everything
Pressured to live someone else's idea of a life that ain't right I need time to myself to
Find a path out of hell so I disconnected redirected my attention on what I can be inventing
To contribute to the communities
My life don't have any meaning if I live for myself I can not see that ending well
If I did I'd be drugged up fucked up cut up bleeding from my veins you'd be waiting for the day
When I overdosed and passed away but I chose another way to bring
Hope to our pain I make art to heal pain feel sane maintain hope
To a healthy life that's the only way I'm getting bye
I can't believe I live this life no true answers but many false beliefs and lies
Nothing is how it seems you will see
One day you will question everything
If I die tomorrow life continues
So I can continue to be me even if you suffer greatly you can still have a great life
Mark Manson being wise riding waves of emotions over eating never pleasing
Dark trauma won't stop breathing can't control the inner demon
Try to run away from all the pain to see it getting worse in every way
I have to face today or maybe someday
Or maybe never ever never happy with myself I could do better stuck in hell
Never ending search to keep me sane and out of dirt
I work so much the luck is earnt fiening mind RealiTAY craves a line
Even though I live a sober life I stay on track I do what's right
Get no time for insta likes that ain't the purpose of my life
The stage is purpose and that mic I live the vision in my mind
Nothing is how it seems you will see
One day you will question everything

Written by:
Taylor Ramsdale

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