J Dot - Not Today

Bro just called to ask if I'm sliding I told em not today
Promise I want say that I'm real but I can spot a fake
Down inside I try to be chill and thats my toxic trait
I been trying to run from my problems I think im out of shape
Bow my head and try to pray every time I make mistakes
Give me fifteen minutes I don't smoke but I just need a break
Told em if they threw me to the sky I'm still gone ask for space
Head hurting always to the max cuz I be trying to think
Close my eyes and use my brain
Time gone always make you change
I'm not being rude when I'm silent just the quiet game
Why da looking at me strange
Said you know me spell my name
Look at em them like thats a shame
Walk alone when I'm in shame
Lock me in a cage and I promise I want come out tamed
If I said I'm leaving that's just that cuz you can't make me stay
I been cutting blood up out my life l should've been on blade
Told her i just need me a minute she say I'm not your maid
Told her I want fall for nobody Cuz I don't got on skates
Told em don't be Crossing my line cuz this is not you state
Woke up and I talked to a tiger I think I feeling great
If I said Im here yeah I'm sorry cuz thats just not my place
Bro just called to ask if I'm sliding I told em not today
Promise I want say that I'm real but I can spot a fake
Down inside I try to be chill and thats my toxic trait
I been trying to run from my problems I think im out of shape
Bow my head and try to pray every time I make mistakes
Give me fifteen minutes I don't smoke but I just need a break
Told em if they threw me to the sky I'm still gone ask for space
Head hurting always to the max cuz I be trying to think
I'm impatient but I wait
Try my hardest not to hate
Just because that snake do not rattle don't mean it's not a snake
I been through a lot of aches
Told myself to concentrate
Covered all my tears around peers I guess dat make me fake
Told me that it heal overtime I knew that line was fake
Still wish I had a good neighbor so I might call up Jake
Told me that She might need her momma like it's the month of may
Told her I can be like a doctor I'm not talking Dre.
Know some niggas touting a market I'm talking Dry erase
I want play no games when I see em this not no patty cake
Told em I don't really got time I'm on commercial break
Bro just called ask me again my answer still the same
Bro just called to ask if I'm sliding I told em not today
Promise I want say that I'm real but I can spot a fake
Down inside I try to be chill and thats my toxic trait
I been trying to run from my problems I think im out of shape
Bow my head and try to pray every time I make mistakes
Give me fifteen minutes I don't smoke but I just need a break
Told em if they threw me to the sky I'm still gone ask for space
Head hurting always to the max cuz I be trying to think

Written by:
Josyiah Gladden

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