J Dot - Younger

The best time in your life is when you younger that's true
You only worry about that paper that you typing at school
And when you stop at the store you ask your mom for a juice
Cuz she working everyday just to blow it on you
I felt bad when I realized all the stuff that she do
Seven kids set of twins it's like nobody else knew
She use to work everyday holding all of that freight
I use to walk past that room and see her wiping her face
My dad stayed at home with us But I hated his ways
Always fussed at a nigga just for saying okay
I use to fuss back with him
So I shorten some days
I use to be so mad at em I ain't talk for some days
And out of know where he pull me to the side and Say aye
Let's go outside
And take a ride And we gone talk and be straight
But down inside I was screaming I was hurt with some rage
Cuz I was younger I could tell he was causing me pain
Soon as we talk thinking everything would be straight
Now everyday Is the same I was stuck in that cage
And no matter what I did we was stuck in da stage
But anyway
I told myself to do better I can't stay on this floor
We want really lower class I cant say that for sure
I had to knock on some doors I had to redow some floors
I raked yards cleaned cars thought I had me a job
Cuz I was tired of going in and asking mommy for five
I felt myself getting older
left shyness inside
And I don't care for approval
I don't need a high five
Dats why I hate
I beat myself about the past
You calling me trash
When I take it out
Really
Who replacing my bag
My dad taught me one thing just don't be like his ass
Yeah I'm tired Being tired i been bussing my ass
I gotta job I'm still making all my payments I'm glad
I chase green they can't even cut a inch off my grass
Both parents moved out so I'm leaving this ban
I talk to myself a lot I know I needed a plan
Since I graduated told myself I'm more then a men
I'm only crying cuz it hurts But Im not making amends
If I'm the only one thats racing tell me how I cant win
No I'm never really hating but I know we not friends
I look my bro in his eyes with that stick in his hand
He always asking am I down I'm just shaking my head
But down Inside I'm just thinking boy just Tell Me the plan
I been clean all my life , but got dirt on my hands
I wash them Off when done and pray to god for my sins
I know day count when you down but I'm breaking the pin
Told my girl and my daughter y'all gone stay in good hands
I put my hands near my eyes and I got in a stance
Paying for my old wrongs I'm still tryan finance
I be trying to playoff , im just trying to advance
Can't make da same mistake, gotta pay In advance
You can trust everything brown sugar and sand
I ain't start on my feet I was walking with hands
But
The best time in your life is when you younger that's true
You only worry about that paper that you typing at school
And when you stop at the store you ask your mom for a juice
Cuz she working everyday just to blow it on you
I felt myself getting older
left shyness inside
And I don't care for approval
I don't need a high five
Dats why I hate
I beat myself about the past
You calling me trash
When I take it out
Really
Who replacing my bag
My dad taught me one thing just don't be like his ass
Yeah I'm tired Being tired i been bussing my ass
I gotta job I'm still making all my payments I'm glad
I chase green they can't even cut a inch off my grass

Written by:
Josyiah Gladden

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