JAY MAC - Lonely

Constantly ask myself if you don't know you then how could they
Insecurities stem loyalty you're willing to break
I don't blame you if you don't trust me
Gave you plenty reasons why you wouldn't
Wrap sheet long as sideburns still moving foolish
Baby, baby, baby always followed by excuses
Still ain't healed from all that trauma so my words can be obtrusive
Who can save me from unwillingness
Can't say that I gave my all if I ain't give my best
Chess match through the falls watching every step
Try to learn my lessons but can't do it
Laced with game but had me shoeless
Missed so many shots, far off the spot
Why the fuck I'm still shooting
All I need is moral support who's really rooting
Can say it all day is you gon' prove it
Feeling like I'm not the right one
All up in my spirit guess I'm a night wolf
Conscience killing me I'm always in my head
Full circle right back to where it all began
It was over before it started
If you give it all you gon' end up broken hearted
That's a lesson from the heartache
Take it from me
Shattered pieces of broken promises cut me so me so deep
Somebody grab a ladder help me climb up out my feelings
None of my concern no more so let me mind my business
Running from the pain like I'm workin on my fitness
Going crazy daily tell me whats the sickness
Made a mountain from a mole hill bigger than Olympus
Bending over backwards stretching like a gymnast
Made a nigga pray more and I ain't that religious
But can I get a witness I'm just
Lonely so lonely
Thought that you would be my star
My one and only
Now I'm lonely so lonely
Thought I found some real love but it was phony
But you fucking with the right one
I'd rather be alone and that's no fun
Need to feel the light, sun here I come
I gotta run
I gotta
Cuz I liked you better in the dark
Those red flags were waving from the start
It could've all been so simple but you made it hard
You was flipping through the deck tryna find a better card
Don't end up with a joker you risking everything
Had your ace in the hole and now you lost ya King
But since its said and done
I don't wanna contemplate it
Man this shit is overrated
Things you say got me frustrated
Home alone
Echo's thru the house
Jus me and my phone
Blunts to the face
Yea it's a marathon
But no I won't chase
So bye bye baby
Bye bye baby
You're not my lady
Not my lady
Lonely so lonely
Thought that you would be my star
My one and only
Now I'm lonely so lonely
Thought I found some real love but it was phony
Lonely so lonely
Thought that you would be my star
My one and only
Now I'm Lonely so lonely
Thought I found some real love but it was phony

Written by:
Jared McGee, Jermarie Johnson

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