J-RAA - Fade Away

All of my dreams will fade away
All my self doubts will stay the same
Might as well sip this Tanqueray
Ain't no more reason to stay awake
All of my dreams will fade away
All my self doubts will stay the same
Might as well sip this Tanqueray
Ain't no more reason to stay awake

Sadness I self impose
Madness I can't control
Actress no Jenni' Lo'
Practice for my new role
As motherfuckin' happy guy all the time
Gettin' faded is my new disguise when I cry
Keepin' it real I'm not okay
Nothin' to feel I'm goin' insane
Poppin' a pill just to sedate
Try not to kill myself today
Drownin' in this bottle
Will I see tomorrow?
Alcohol and sorrow
That's a deadly combo
Thought it would drown my demons but instead they swimmin'
Thought I would find a reason for me to keep livin'
Only thing that I'm seein' is this bottle of whiskey
Boutta spark up this weed and forget 'bout my misery

Hey man, me again
Um, please pick up
Just wanna know if you're okay
Cause it just seems like all you do now is fuckin' smoke and drink
So, gimme a call back

All of my dreams will fade away
All my self doubts will stay the same
Might as well sip this Tanqueray
Ain't no more reason to stay awake
All of my dreams will fade away
All my self doubts will stay the same
Might as well sip this Tanqueray
Ain't no more reason to stay awake

Think I'm catchin' feelin's for ya
You know what that means now don'tcha?
Won't be too long 'for it's over
Things about me there is so much
That you don't know
Fuck it I'll go
Light up this bowl
Turn off my phone
Ain't nobody gonna get they call through
I'm so high and I won't be home soon
This is my way of givin' you a clue
Leave me behind, you'l' be happier it's true
Keepin' me around, it'll only hold you back
I'm a fuckin' clown, I'm a fuckin' piece of trash
Kick me to the ground until I can face the fact
I'm just a rebound, ayo where's that fifth of jack?

So you're just gonna keep ignoring me huh?
Cool, that's fine, I can ignore you too
Y'know what, we're done
Don't ever reach out to me again
I should've known this was never gonna work in the first place
Fuck you

All of my dreams will fade away
All my self doubts will stay the same
Might as well sip this Tanqueray
Ain't no more reason to stay awake
All of my dreams will fade away
All my self doubts will stay the same
Might as well sip this Tanqueray
Ain't no more reason to stay awake

Written by:
Jacob Rau

Publisher:
Lyrics © O/B/O DistroKid

Lyrics powered by Lyric Find