K Bibbles - Lonely Winters

Each year, same shit
Will it ever switch?
Feels like all the walls around are closing in
I'm alone with all my thoughts, yet again
I ain't lookin' for my family or a friend
Each year, same shit
One day it'll switch
All the walls will turn to doors, then I can pick
But it's different, don't take this as ya boy bein' bitter
I'm just gettin' fuckin' sick of bein' lonely every winter

Does anybody else feel me?
I'm speakin' from the real me
This ain't Bibby talkin', this is Kyle Beebe
I'm a pretty damn good guy, really
It seems it's never fucking mattered, not once, clearly (Mute)
My generation's so silly
We grew up with the internet so bein' social soon became "I'm busy"
Just a small town boy, no city
I've wanted out for long
but why's the need for somethin' more got me feelin' me guilty?
Damn...
I know it shouldn't, family's funny in that way though cuz I always felt I couldn't
So I didn't, I kept it simple
The ones that know me know though that I'm built much different than traditional
I'm too original, but why would anybody steer me wrong with love that's unconditional?
So, I coasted, and did the things that they said
But what's the price of being cozy if on the inside you're dead? Shit

Each year, same shit
Will it ever switch?
Feels like all the walls around are closing in
I'm alone with all my thoughts, yet again
I ain't lookin' for my family or a friend
Each year, same shit
One day it'll switch
All the walls will turn to doors, then I can pick
But it's different, don't take this as ya boy bein' bitter
I'm just gettin' fuckin' sick of bein' lonely every winter

The world has gotten kinda crazy
Everybody's shady, it's like we're livin' in a film that's Scorsese
Ones that shouldn't reproduce are havin' babies
Maybe I'm just jealous that they've got themselves a partner, maybe
With all this time alone
It's got me thinkin' that I'm the only person out here
That can stop myself from sinkin'
Sometimes it fades, I know it's linked with the drinkin'
I'll write a couple songs I'll cry while I'm singin', what I'm sayin' is
Someday, I want kids
I find that there's a problem with too many stupid fucks not using condoms
I'll be honest, speakin' modest
I hate using them too, but there's an issue with 3 kids before you turn 22
That's not my problem and it's out of my control
At least commit to love before you bring a kid to this world
That's what I'm lookin' for, not in a rush but I might be
Every night I spend alone, I'm losing faith in it, slightly

Written by:
Kyle Beebe

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