itsKev - Nightmares (feat. Animal323)

I live in fear like I'm new around here
Shit I thought after a while, I see it all now clear
But I'm still finding my way, clutch, kick it in gear
Now two hands on the wheel now whenever I steer
The thought of losing control, man why that scare me so much
I tell myself give it a rest like the police with cuffs
I walk around with some scars, the pain deep as the cuts
When you had knives to your back, you wonder who could you trust?
That's why I keep the circle small, world full of fake friends
No matter how hard I try, this life won't ever make sense
Flashbacks feel like winter, can the season just end
When you scared to remember, don't want to feel it again
But fuck it, I'm still here just holding my nuts
They never said it'd be easy but man this life shit is tough
Always said I want it all, am I asking too much
But I fear I'll get it all and it still won't be enough, damn
Living nightmares
When will I wake up
How much longer
How long can I hold on, feel I'm losing my grip
Living nightmares
When will I wake up
Tryna break free from this prison of my fears
I can't wake myself from this nightmare
A living nightmare, that's what this life has been
I'm sure that you would say the same if you saw the the shit I've seen
Feels like I'm in a bad dream, always on repeat
I wanna wake up and runaway but always seem to trip, damn
My biggest fear is that I'll never find my peace
I see darkness all around me like a storm is coming in
Battling a thousand demons and there's only one of me
All this pressure on my shoulders got me buckling my knees, saying...
Lord please, could you help me find my strength
Help me understand these problems, gimme answers to this test
I just wanna let it go, close my eyes and get some rest
And finally have a day where I don't have to deal with stress
When will it end? Or am I asking for too much
I just wanna come in first place, I'm tired of being last
Feels like I'm driving with my eyes closed, how long before I crash
I just gotta keep it pushing, hoping one day I wake up from these
Living nightmares
When will I wake up
How much longer
How long can I hold on, feel I'm losing my grip
Living nightmares
When will I wake up
Tryna break free from this prison of my fears
I can't wake myself from this nightmare
Living nightmares
I had a dream, I had everything, and still it wasn't enough, damn
Living nightmares
But I learned everything just ain't what it seems, just ain't what it seems
Could live a life, light hits and it gleams
Till you peek over the fence and see the grass looking green
And then you start to wonder bout the happier dreams
Then you quickly realize that it ain't what it seems
If this is life then we gotta be strong, yeah I know
If this is life then we gotta keep on, yeah I know
Keep slipping as I climb my way up
Feels like a bad dream and I still can't wake up, damn
If this is life then we gotta be strong, yeah I know
If this is life then we gotta keep on, yeah I know
Keep slipping as I climb my way up
Feels like a bad dream and I still can't wake up from these
Living nightmares
When will I wake up
How much longer
How long can I hold on, feel I'm losing my grip
Living nightmares
When will I wake up
Tryna break free from this prison of my fears
I can't wake myself from this nightmare

Written by:
Kevin Rosales, Leonardo Vaal

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