Niorswiggin - Windows

I remember looking out the window
Wonder what I'm doing how to spend my days
Now I sit thinking how it ain't okay
And though it hasn't changed it ain't the same
I remember looking out the window
Wonder what I'm doing how to spend my days
Now I sit thinking how it ain't okay
And though it hasn't changed it ain't the same
I remember back then relaxing straight up rapping
Back packing table tap boom bap shit
Could match wits wit any talent who dared to stand in
And cash in easily man cuz of the tan skin
I snatched heads off his damn neck embarrassed
Your stupid ass should never take this rap shit for granted
I jammed pens stroking the canvas on the class desk
So imagine what I wrote in the tablet and composition
That's high school now I need a damn check and this mans stressed
Graduated advance but the plans switched from the campus
To whatever's fast shit gimmie that quick grab flip
Brought it back and doubled that then adjust the average
Just an advocate on the bad shit I wasn't fan of
But rapping never paid back and fuck it I can't live
With out a fresh lid a pair of timbs yeah very simple
Then again maybe it's the X swag or the arrogance
That had me vex mad seeing the wack ones wins
Wit out half of what I have to spit so the passion tripled
Now I'm tackling what I hadn't yet elaborating a master plan off the craft then found Management
That is when all the back and forth of what I am in this
The branding and the packaging more than one hand in it
Had me bending my path to make 'em happy and mad I did
Cause when nothing happen damn I was left flat quick
I remember looking out the window
Wonder what I'm doing how to spend my days
Now I sit thinking how it ain't okay
And though it hasn't changed it ain't the same
I remember looking out the window
Wonder what I'm doing how to spend my days
Now I sit thinking how it ain't okay
And though it hasn't changed it ain't the same
Yeah back then I remember I'm just lil nigga
Lil whipper snapper passionate but green as ever
Lenient wit the wit the ya know what I mean insistence
On what he visions to giving on their decisions
Same predicament everyday man but I stayed committed
Waiting on my break and dug a grave wit that patience listen
Ain't playing victim just saying I would of change the shit up
Plain and simple cuz when they were finished they made their way no hiccups
Alone picking up the pieces struggling nothing seems to
Work I'm juggling three kids and increased rent
Dreams starting to be nightmares haunting my sleep and
These thoughts that creep in wouldn't pause stall or heed
To go and just off me I'm at a lost be
Should I go on please I'm sick of it all reasons are gone
Succeed or see your seeds grow wit defeat
As father how am I to preach stars are at reach
Can you tell me
Huh
Huh
I need to know
How am I suppose to tell 'em success is the only option
When all I do is fail
Tell me that
I don't know what to say man
I'm just speaking from the heart
Letting you walk a mile in my shoes
Look wit my eyes see what I see
Telling you how it is
Shit is wild man
I'm still reaching though

Written by:
Edwin Salcedo

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