Keiz - Nowhere

oh, oh
I came from a place where no where was home
No one was home
And Its kinda might fault too
I was never home
I hated my home
But nowadays there was nowhere else to go
Nowhere else to go
Now I reconnected with my family
It wasn't easy down the road
I used to be crazy and my parents would say things
Things that stick to you and made me feel lazy
Things that maybe they never meant in the moment but my heads keeps coming back to it all lately
Its only temporary that I'm feeling this wavy
People always test me and make me feel shady
Living life speedy I'm sick of the safety
hope that when you see me next i'm driving a Mercedes
The middle of nowhere, the middle of nowhere
Is always where I was
The middle of nowhere, the middle of nowhere
130A st
Way before we moved into the middle of a main street
Way before i met somebody made me feel amazing
Way before I even knew the feeling of embracement
I'm running and I'm pacing
Keep up with my memories but some of them are faded
Pushed it so far that its damaged needs replacing
Never spoke about it, rather live it than to say it
But I cannot keep pretending now I grew to some raging
I grew up to the yelling to the crying to the hating
I grew up to the you can never be enough engraving
I thought my mom hated me I couldn't even take it
But never did she starve me she always fed us both
She took us on vacation every year and did the most
Even thought we clearly didn't have the money for that though
I'm thankful for the things she did
But I'm this way now cause of the things that she didn't
I used to ball my eyes out everyday
All day
Don't feel the love I was supposed to to this day
To this day
But that's all okay cause I'm grown
Can't rely I'm on my own
Can't go back I'm in my zone
Can't talk to me with that same ass tone
Watch me make my way to my throne
Walk out and I leave
My momma told me everything she wanted in me I didn't achieve
I looked into her eyes and disbelief
I panicked and I took it to extremes
But now I'm realizing it really wasn't a secret she never believed in me
And me and her will always disagree
This is who I am
The middle of nowhere
The middle of nowhere

Written by:
Nadeef Omar

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