Hope Lynn - 8:30 pm

I've painted stars on my ceiling
So that they would never leave me
I still have some trouble sleeping
When it's dark outside
But I leave the light on in the kitchen
Whether I'm staying or I'm leaving
I still have some trouble breathing
But I leave the windows open
Breathe in breathe in
Breathe in breathe out
Grabbing the rails
To hold me down
Slowly losing will to survive
Still I
I set my alarm
For seven in the morning
But I stay in bed
Until about ten and
Then I start to worry
Has my day gone blurry
Now I can't believe
That it's already eight-thirty
I set my alarm
For seven in the morning
But I stay in bed
Until about ten and
Then I start to worry
Has my day gone blurry
Now I can't believe
That it's already eight-thirty
I leave my shoes by the door now
In case that I want to go out
I cut my hair by my own self
I'm scared I guess
I leave my coffee on the counter
And I find it the morning after
All of the water that I've wasted
From spending too long in the shower
Breathe in breathe in
Breathe in breathe out
Grabbing the rails
To hold me down
Slowly losing will to survive
Still I
I set my alarm
For seven in the morning
But I stay in bed
Until about ten and
Then I start to worry
Has my day gone blurry
Now I can't believe
That it's already eight-thirty
I set my alarm
For seven in the morning
But I stay in bed
Until about ten and
Then I start to worry
Has my day gone blurry
Now I can't believe
That it's already eight-thirty
And then I contemplate
Should I just fall asleep
After the days I've wasted
That's the third one this week
And It's only Tuesday
How do I turn it off
I guess that I'll just lay
And stare at the stars on my ceiling
Cause I know they won't ever leave me
Regardless of my trouble sleeping
I'm scared I guess
I lock the doors when I'm home still
After the rain nothing feels real
I talk to God every day still
I'm scared I guess
Cause I spend all my time
Waiting for the come down
And I always miss
The high that I'm in
And I always worry
Always in a hurry
Wish that I could just
Live in the moment
I set my alarm
For seven in the morning
Having no intention
Now I'm losing daylight and
Then I start to worry
Has my day gone blurry
Now I can't believe that
It's already eight-thirty

Written by:
Hope Brandenberger

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