Monni Mo X Ruu - Pain

I was in the dark
Then seen a little light
They was trynna dim me
Now I'm shining bright
I was cold through all them nights
So kept my heater close
Broke with out no nikes
And couldn't afford no clothes
Blunts I had to spark
To have me feeling right
They gon say
This shit been easy
But I had to fight
I was dolo
All them nights
Was feeling so alone
Took so long
To find a crib
That I could call a home
Sleeping in them tunnels
But I still had my vision
Locked up in my mind
That shit felt like a prison
Then they caught me with it
And they took my pole
Got out on probation
Niggas swore I told
I'm headed towards the top again
I'm never gonna stop again
They praying on my downfall
But they won't catch me toppling
I been fighting battles
They don't know about
Pretty sure I left some demons
In my old house
I been holding onto pain
I guess that's just the cost of fame
I been holding onto pain
No one knows the price I paid
Said I been holding onto pain
I guess that's just the cost of fame
I been holding onto pain
No one knows the price I paid
I be thinking bout the times
I ain't had noone to call
Thinking bout the times
I had nomore tears to fall
Thinking bout some times
I was down to kill them all
Thinking bout the time
I almost hit him in the mall
I done seen some secrets
I might never tell a soul about
Even mama asking me like
Tell me why you holding out
I moved w a closed mouth
Don't talk on the internet
Just see him when he go out
Used to be forever high
But I move on the low now
Don't talk on the phone now
Can't be moving stupid nomore
I been feeling grown now
I was on some kid shit
Don't regret i did shit
But that shit was the old me
So now I'm moving different
All this music be my therapy
I vent into the beats
They be trying to get ahead of me
I left them in the streets
I did my time in the field
They hate I'm hanging up my cleats
I been feeling like I'm losing it
I just need me some peace
I been holding onto pain
I guess that's just the cost of fame
I been holding onto pain
No one knows the price I paid
Said I been holding onto pain
I guess that's just the cost of fame
I been holding onto pain
No one knows the price I paid

Written by:
Damonni Lobo

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