Marcus Destin - Used and Abused

My mind told me I was ready it is such a liar
My heart tried to tell it no
But it just undermined it
I gave my heart away and it all backfired
So here I am with missing pieces
And with no guidance
How many L's before I win? just so I know
And recently my only high's are in the high notes
Strictly living all my loving through the Love Jones
And I pray for loving through the love songs
Navigating lows on my high horse
If the faults yours can you ask why lord ?
Insecurities inscribed into my core
My heart is faulty mind if you provide yours ?
This tattered battered love is uninviting
This wicked withered heart it don't excite me
Don't view it like I use to need the VISINE
My stupid selfish heart needs supervising
I get caught in reminiscing
Sucker punched in feelings
Hours pass like minutes
When the hearts diminished
The pick me up's ain't strong enough
When the spirit need lifting
I duck away to hideaways
So I don't miss the healing
You say you got me, just let go
I say that sound familiar
It's hard enough to face you broken
And to face the mirrors
I'm shook enough convinced myself
My heart don't beat in rhythm
You hold my hand you in my head
Your love could be the serum
I can hear the good intentions
Even in ya whispers
You believe the best in me
Even when I'm bitter
I guess the used and abused what I'm used to
You tell me move or the mood will consume you
You gotta know nights
To really love the mornings
In addition to the joys
You gotta go through mourning
Silly me to think that love
is always high and soaring
PTSD what they gave me
From this love and warring
Navigating lows on my high horse
If the faults yours can you ask why lord ?
Insecurities inscribed into my core
My heart is faulty mind if you provide yours ?
This tattered battered love is uninviting
This wicked withered heart it don't excite me
Don't view it like I use to need the VISINE
My stupid selfish heart needs supervising
Navigating lows on my high horse
If the faults yours can you ask why lord ?
Insecurities inscribed into my core
My heart is faulty mind if you provide yours ?
This tattered battered love is uninviting
This wicked withered heart it don't excite me
Don't view it like I use to need the VISINE
My stupid selfish heart needs supervising

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Marcus Destin

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