Mersace, Efeoghene - Idk, Ick

Feelin' good? What the fuck is that?
I'm stickin' with the sickness that is stickin' it with sad
Stickin' with the bitches that'd never stick it back
Kickin' it with mirrors but the mirror's kickin' back
I'm not the man I wanna be and I can feel that
Not where I'm supposed to be and y'all can see that
Mentally and bodily, my soul feel trapped
So I incorporate the comedy and make real rap
But, I, I, I don't know if you get it
It's like you have what I'm buying but nobody can sell it
I didn't know that I could fight what I'm upset with
How is it my mind can tell me lies but not smell it?
Didn't know that I could fight what I'm upset with
Didn't know I had the light I was blessed with
Couldn't know that my mind got infected
Couldn't know the heights of the depressive
Didn't know that I could fight what I'm upset with
Didn't know I had the light I was blessed with
Couldn't know that my mind got infected
Couldn't know the heights of the depressive
I, I, I, didn't didn't know, know, know, couldn't know
Got the tools to improve, how to use and do that?
Therapy isn't there for me, to spit the truth at
I am just another number, just a person who sat
Only group that you can find me at's a fuckin group chat
I step two times then I take a leap back
I don't even know the reason I just feel I need that
Better the devil you know than the devil you don't
I'm not afraid of my failure, I'm also afraid of my growth
'Cause I'm real comfy, real cozy at the bottom
Even though I live in peace I think it's still a problem
I never chose to feel the fear I feel and can't drop 'em
Now the monster's too big, to downsize him Xans I pop 'em and I
Didn't know that I could fight what I'm upset with
Didn't know I had the light I was blessed with
Couldn't know that my mind got infected
Couldn't know the heights of the depressive
Didn't know that I could fight what I'm upset with
Didn't know I had the light I was blessed with
Couldn't know that my mind got infected
Couldn't know the heights of the depressive

Written by:
Omar Mersace

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