AtlantisOne - Perhaps

And I
Been acting up since I was in the lime-light
Found comfort in the crowd
Tight spaces, people falsely praising
Insanely all day
I wish that I could be someone with no strings
I wish I wouldn't slip into the scene of my own excellence
I think that you should go away now
I think I've found what makes it rain now in my head
I think I've waited for this life to fade away, now
Since my decisions really come into play now
Life is a battle
I've been day job to day dreaming
I've seen what my peers see
But I guess it's a good thing knowing what I wanna be
For the sake of the time taken
I try to make it
I'm just tryna make my living, god forsaken
I work eighty hours and spend my check in a day
Don't remind me of my payments, no longer minimum wage so I'll get to it
Give me a second, Ive seen my momma four times this year
I think that I lost a blessing when I messed up my method of living
And ducking in raw stealth
But I learned the biggest lesson and nobody could have said it but myself
(I think that)
(You were my favourite)
(Even when I knew it was stupid)
(I was in love)
(We couldn't even talk)
(It was just..)
(It was bullshit)
You took my heart, stabbed it and threw it into the fire
I'd be lying if I said that my soul still resides inside of my body
But still I romanticize the feeling I analyze
Just trying to reach the prize
I'm leaving
Can't you see I'm still breathing
Hope the change of the season
Can manifest in the reason for me to say goodbye
I try, time and time again
But in the end it's all a misguided lie

Written by:
Breydan Pritchett, Mason Sherk

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