It's Andy - Stand Still

Why oh why am I like this
Always unclear and indecisive
Can't make up my mind with all of these rhymes
I don't know if I can fight this
Sometimes I feel
Like this life ain't real
Like I'm at a crossroad
Cold alone and at a stand still
I'm waiting for a sign
To show me where I reside
Treat it like a mountain, can't go around it
It's gonna be a steep climb
The more time I waste
Standing in the same place
The more I get lost in my thoughts man
Is this my fate?
I'm tired of saying I'm tired
Tired of livin a lie
Tired of feelin deprived
Tired of being alive
Tired of sayin I'll try
To make a change but I
No I won't cause I
No myself deep down
No matter what I try
Never will I know why
I know I ask a lot of questions
Often times I find myself on the defensive
Say I don't care, life ain't fair, and continue on with clouds of stressing
Smile on my face
Often times fake
You come say hey
I say life's great
Then walk a way
Knowin damn straight
Lying all day
I am ungrate
Full of hate
I am to blame
I am impa
Tient, there's no way
I can change
Not at this pace
But I have faith
Life with play
In my Fav
Or and be great
Just have to wait
Carry this weight
On my two blades
For now, all I can say is
Why oh why am I like this
Always unclear and indecisive
Can't make up my mind with all of these rhymes
I don't know if I can fight this
Sometimes I feel
Like this life ain't real
Like I'm at a crossroad
Cold alone and at a stand still
I'm waiting for a sign
To show me where I reside
Treat it like a mountain, can't go around it
It's gonna be a steep climb
The more time I waste
Standing in the same place
The more I get lost in my thoughts man
Is this my fate?
Complain, Complain, Complain, Complain
I, don't know why, I act this way
This, wasn't the way, that I was raised
Apparently, it was just let me
Explain, Explain, Explain, Explain
Feels like I'm about to go insane,
Although, I struggle I look unfazed
Slowly finding my way out
There's really no excuse
I can use
Must get loose
Cut this noose
Will get through
Change my views
Must call truce
With myself
Walk bear-foot
Used to years
Of abuse
Grateful for
The things I
Can still do
I guess I'm always going to question
Why oh why am I like this
Always unclear and indecisive
Can't make up my mind with all of these rhymes
I don't know if I can fight this
Sometimes I feel
Like this life ain't real
Like I'm at a crossroad
Cold alone and at a stand still
I'm waiting for a sign
To show me where I reside
Treat it like a mountain, can't go around it
It's gonna be a steep climb
The more time I waste
Standing in the same place
The more I get lost in my thoughts man
Is this my fate?
(My fate)
(My fate)
(My fate)
(My fate)
(My fate)

Written by:
Andy Zarate

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