Stibs - Rather Be Alone

And we're back
You know
I didn't think it would ever get to this point but
Now that we're here I couldn't think of a better time
So before it all ends for good
I have a few closing remarks I guess you could say
Ok
Yeah, yeah
Don't know what I'd do but should've done something else
Always talked about you, should've focused on myself
Jumping through hoops but I shouldn't even try
To tell you the truth, I should've just lied
I lost the flame as my life became stuck
I felt like the lame duck, I was ball and chained up
I didn't mean at all that I want to hang out
So now when you call I'm just gonna hang up
The love of your life or a link on your chain
The way that you think's on the brink of insane
To think of the pain like it's just another day
If I knew when we met I would go the other way
The best I ever had, cause the rest I never had
Said you're happier than ever I don't think I ever asked
To think of what you said to me, now all I do is laugh
Cause apparently forever's about a year and half
We stayed up talking but I should've just slept
The money that I spent on you, should've just kept
Now I have to pay, and it's hard to accept
Cause you begged me to stay when I should've just left
Don't know what I was thinking, I really should've known
Now that I know the real you
I think I'd rather be alone
And sometimes it's hard tryna do this on my own
But then I think of you, and now I'd rather be alone
You want me to go then you need me to stay
Thought I'd never see the day that you'd lead me astray
You say something nice but I really don't believe it
Cause you'll say something mean and then you say that you don't mean it
Like it's not what it seems, when you're switching up teams
Tryna be with you is like swimming up stream
Said you were two faced but I couldn't face the truth
Gave up on my dream and started chasing after you
You know I hate to lose so I tried to make a move
I was tryna play your game when you were making up the rules
I have suspicions why I never won any
You say I don't listen but you said that already
What's done is done, and trust you've done plenty
To be your one and only really means your one of many
You say that you'll stay for the rest of your life
But you really mean a phase that could change overnight, like
We stayed up talking but I should've just slept
The money that I spent on you, should've just kept
Now I have to pay, and it's hard to accept
Cause you begged me to stay when I should've just left
Don't know what I was thinking, I really should've known
Now that I know the real you
I think I'd rather be alone
And sometimes it's hard tryna do this on my own
But then I think of you, and now I'd rather be alone

Written by:
Ethan Stibich

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