Its9now - Conflicted

One day I'mma be a fine father
One day I'm by my mama a Benz
You know an AMG so she can show it off to her friends, you know?
That's how this poem begins fasho
Until the day I'm strapping up and putting work
They often say manifestation is the first
The first step to achieving your dreams
And if you felt that in your spirit then you know what I mean
How can't you see how much more than a rapper? (Oh come on)
I'm really trying to leave my mark is the goat
The greatest spazz on mics
The greatest ever spoke
To leave it all in these rhymes
Inspiring all these folks
From making songs so divine
I feel like I'm stopping time
My heart and soul is aligned
Just take a peek in my mind
These bitches still say I'm fine
I sweater gawd I ain't lying
I had to switch it to nine
First off
Random disclaimer
Its Indica rose petals in this paper
Yea I be tweaking of Sativa
Fine ting gave me a ring said she trynna burn some reefah
I got this blackberry Kush and ahh
Little gas in the tank to keep it pushing and im
Not the plug but I just made a fucking play
Hit it once and then you start to fade away
Shit I'm surprised that I graduated
By the skin of my teeth
I'm sober now six months since I last smoked weed
Applying to nine to fives, like shit who's hiring
Man fuck this work shit this shit tiring
That shit was killing my soul I had to go
Said fuck that safe route, nigga I'm finna blow
Just take that risk sometimes that's how you grow
And bitch it's nine now if you ain't know
All these conflicted emotions
I'm not ready for love
I'm scared to fuck up these blessings, for you I'm willing to try
Most of my closet is black
I never put on a front
I don't wear fits I throw on tantrums but so nonchalant
She said she digging my style I'm not on that type of time
She feeling up on my uhh oh that's why they call you nine?
"My girls been ready to go but I'm not ready to leave"
She sucked it strictly cause my shoes matched these Blizzy Custom Jeans
Yes
I think I'm conflicted
Oh God I think I'm conflicted
I think I'm conflicted
I'm conflicted
All these conflicted emotions
I'm not ready for love
I'm scared to fuck up these blessings, for you I'm willing to try
Most of my closet is black
I never put on a front
I don't wear fits I throw on tantrums but so nonchalant
She said she digging my style I'm not on that type of time
She feeling up on my uhh oh that's why they call you nine?
"My girls been ready to go but I'm not ready to leave"
She sucked it strictly cause my shoes matched these Blizzy Custom Jeans
Yes

Written by:
Temidayo Adeleke

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