Mykyl - HONEST WITH MYSELF

Is it morning or is it afternoon
Light is blinding
The sunshine feels foreign on my face
And all I feel like is a mistake
Got an awful taste in my mouth
Am I giving up too soon
Wanna get up
But I can't seem to muster up the strength
My sanity is crumbling to waste
And a solitary question remains
Am I honest with myself
Am I telling the truth to the face in the mirror
That's scaring me now half to death
Am I honest with myself
Can I admit when I need help
When I'm still lying in bed at three pm
Saying I'll get up when I feel well enough
Am I honest with myself
Am I broken
I used to feel alive
I'm just numb now
I wish I could fill this empty space
Let anger or sadness take its place
Cause it's better than feeling nothing at all
I need somebody that I can call
Someone to tell me that it's okay
That I just need some serotonin in my brain
But am I brave enough to say
Am I honest with myself
Am I telling the truth to the face in the mirror
That's staring me down half to death
Am I honest with myself
Can I admit when I need help
When I'm still lying in bed at three am
Hoping I fall asleep and never wake up
Am I honest with myself
I don't want your pity
I don't want your love
I just want to be alone
I just want to be alone
I don't want your pity
I don't want your love
I just want to be alone
I just want to be alone
I don't want your pity
I don't want your love
I just want to be alone
I just want to be alone
I don't want your pity
I don't want your love
But don't you dare leave me alone
Don't you dare leave me alone
Am I honest with myself
That I'm lost and afraid but I need to have faith
It's okay if things don't always make sense
Am I honest with myself
With any hope that I have left
I've gotta try to be brave as I get up and pray
That maybe one day I will feel well enough
If I'm honest with myself

Written by:
Michael Van Wagoner

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